"Ken...Dol!"
He was breaking. His control was falling to pieces. As my tongue did the speaking on his lower body.
The angel he was at this moment.
Was a picture worth mesmerizing.
His mixed hair was splashed in glimmering moist diamonds. His beautiful lips painted a pale red. Almost like a rose.
His body bare in the moonlight of his skin. It also glimmered in diamonds.
But the most beauty in this moment...
His eyes. Those bright eyes, were now as lit as a full moon.
He was the complete picture of perfect beauty.
And he was my lover. My other half.
My world.
"K-Kendall! W-We...Ah!"
This would be considered wrong. Sickly wrong to the people I called my parents.
To being doing such sinful things.
To give this to a man.
To give away the remaining of innocence I had in my being.
But...
I am in love. Deep as the ocean in love.
And as wide as air will go.
I want to be dragged into this sea. I want to be drowned in it so deeply, that I can never come back.
With him. Brandon.
With one finally act in this show. It was over for him. As it was for me moments before. When he did what I am.
His control broke.
And was to remained was painted on my lips.
"You...Thank you, Angel. But I don't think we should go all the way tonight. You are hurt, and it wouldn't be right of me."
Those words were muttered with such sweetness, as his arms pulled my body upwards.
And that is when the fire exploded in little orange sparks.
Our lips found one another.
As our bodies molded. Both bare as the day we were born.
I couldn't have felt more blissful. More free. Like a bird in the sky.
I felt more like myself than I've ever been.
I wanted more. I craved more.
Of him. Of this feeling. Of us.
But...
He wasn't going to give in.
"Please...I want this. I need this."
The words were hushed into the kiss that was seeded into his shoulder. It was soft, sweet, but right to the point.
Like my wants.
James did wound me. And the body I have.
But I wanted Brandon.
I've always had this want.
The moment we met in that world I call my dreams.
I crave this.
And no wound or ice cold words were going to pull it into different.
"We can't..."
His words spoke of difference, of his body. His want.
It craved what I craved.
Only one pull into this ocean of bliss would break it.
"We can. I wanted this since we've met. This has nothing to do with what had happened today. I want you to be my one and only. "
As those words spilled from my lips, and my eyes painted nothing but determination.
His will gave. And his love flooded through.
As I was spread onto the place were my body once laid when we met.
The feelings of love grew. There was no nerve-ending heart beats.
No fear flooring through my veins.
Just love.
Pure. Sweet. Deep.
Love.
I was ready. No turning away from this.
What was once innocent. Would be showered in our love.
This secret love. This forbidden life I've been living would be shredded till there was no pieces left.
Till we were completely bare of shields, walls.
For all of our beings would be laid out in front of one another. Nothing to hide.
That is how I wanted it to be so.
"I love you."
His final words, and with those shining eyes of blues met my bright greens.
We became one.
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Dying For Freedom [BoyxBoy]
FanfictionKendall craves to be himself, but with the pressure of his parents. That will never happen. As he loses himself in his dreams, and the guy in them. He doesn't see the boy that desperately wants Kendall to notice him. Or maybe he does? Kames. Kendell...