Dying For Freedom [BoyxBoy]

A Letter From An Angel

"So wait...You got kicked out? HOW?"

Logan's face was worth so much. Not a single penny could be worth it.

Not even all the money or things in this hell.

But I was now free.

Free as a bird. Free as the sky.

I was no longer in my parents grasp.

I was no puppet.

I was me.

Kendall fucking Knight.

"For freeing myself. For not putting up with their bullshit anymore."

Proud and high were showered through out my words.

My shell was gone. The fake was shredded away.

I was real. All the way through.

And I couldn't be happier.

"So...You are finally your own person. Well...Welcome to my home! And now yours."

His world. His story was little in size of what was once my own.

But...

I did not care for a bit.

I was high.

And I wasn't coming back to hell anytime soon.

The bliss was angelic.

"Thanks, Logan...I love you, you know that right? I know I haven't been the most truthful in our friendship...But that's going to stop now. Promise."

And it was true. The most truth that could be poured in a body.

Nothing but pure words.

"I know."

His words and face painted a picture of tenderness.

This was the very beginning of the rest of my life.

My freedom.

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"So that s-should be it. Damn Kendall why did you have to bring so much stuff?"

His words waved in and out. Like a ocean on a windy day. They were rough. Breathless.

But I paid no mind to his sarcasm. As the last piece of my would was pined on the new wall of my new home.

It was perfect.

This was perfection. For the cage was burned to the very last piece.

The stories before were closed and shattered.

For this was a new story. For this was a new world.

For my eyes held everything I could want.

"Oh...And you loverboy came by and wanted me to give you this. You were getting the rest of the boxes when he came by. So he just asked me to give it to you."

His words, and the thickly holder of what is called an envelope. Were handed to myself.

My emotions went to the sky. My heart was now hanging loosely.

Why a letter?

Why not tell me himself?

Those words haunted my soul as I opened my fate.

Once it was loose. I watched the words with my eyes.

"I don't know where to start my angel...There is so much that needs to be told. And so much that needs to be said.

And for once...I have no idea how to do it. I know for one that I couldn't do this face to face. Which breaks my heart.

But no going back now. Kendall...I'm an angel. That's why I was in your dreams. And why I was on this earth. I'm sorry for lying to you but it was for your own good...For I was here in your life for one reason. Well, at the start I was.

For you see...

I died ten years ago. I had just turned twenty. It was a tragedy for my parents and siblings. It was unexpected and...Well you never know why your child would take their own life? Why it wasn't worth it? Well for me...

It wasn't.

Because when the love of your life dies in your arms...

Life doesn't become worth anything. Because your other half is gone.

This was six months before I killed myself with pills and liquor.

Anyway...I met you Kendall when you were six. I was just passing by, when you and this hazel eyed boy comes running, laughing and giggling the whole way. You two pushed past me. And I could see the love in your eyes.

More then brotherly love.

It didn't mean anything to me at the time...Why should it? My boyfriend just died. I felt like I was dying.

It was only two months later that I died. And when I did, I was given one goal. One single goal.

Bring you and James together.

It seemed easy at first. I thought I wouldn't have to do anything...You two got closer everyday as you grew.

But when your parents pushed in...That is when everything went south. I knew it was my time to come into action.

You were thirteen by this time. And grown fast.

Your green eyes were always my favorite.

What I didn't expect was to fall in love with you in the possess. I watched you grow, and I watched James grow. You two went along with your lives. But you were always missing one another. James more than yourself.

But that's what got his music started. And his band. Did you know that? You are the reason he's going to get a record deal soon?

Well I know you didn't.

As you hit fifteen...That is when I made an apperance. I had to see you. I had to have you see me.

I fell in love with you, without you knowing it.

And that is when my goal was put on the back burn.

I fell deeper and deeper in love with you. And you did with me...

But up till these last few days. I remembered James is your soul-mate.

And Daren is mine.

Even if I'm in love with you.

Go...

Go be with James. You know your heart wants it. You know you want it.

So go. You have been doing amazing with being yourself. And I never been prouder.

But you need to be with James.

This is goodbye, my angel.

Please go tell your true feelings for James. And stop being stubborn!

Love, Brandon."

Those were the last words I remember before my world turned dark.