Always Been Here (editing)

Don't You Get It

JUDY GREY^^

I stood there looking at the she wolf who brought me into the world, as I wiped my tears to clear my vision I can really see her, she was very beautiful.

She looks like me, well I guess I look like her....she's about 5'6, light brown skin, same baby face as me, her hair was a light brown/blonde color just as long thick an naturally curly as mine, her body was the exact same shape as min ass, hips, even breast, only think that set us apart were her eyes they were a hazel blue but the blue matched my eye color.

She was dressed in a pair of skinny jeans, a sweetheart neckline royal blue shirt and some plain white nike shoes looking just as young as her mate, even though I know once we hit 25 we stop aging although to humans I'm sure I couldn't be out and call my parents what they are we look the same age.

"Hi little wolf " she said softly through her own tears "you are so beautiful, your father has showed me all his memories so it's like I just watched you grow up myself" she smiled

I slowly walked over to her without saying a word as we watched each other but she stood still. As I walked up to her I stood about 3ft away just looking at her in shock, all these years I thought my mother was dead but she never was and now she right here in my face.

I looked back at my father then looked to her, she looked at me with love, pride and awe, while my father looked at her with longing, love and...lust?. I didn't want to be in the middle of mates even if it seems like I'm a heartless bitch at the moment, plus I don't know her or any idea on how to get to know her.

"Um w-why don't you c-catch up with your mate I n-need some air" I said nervously looking at my dad

"Maze please stay and talk to your mother" he said

"My mother is dead remember!!" I yelled at him crying again " i have little to no memories of her, I could barely remember her scent or looks...you took everything away from me, if this is her she's beautiful but in this state Cam and I can't recall her, I don't even know what to say to her or how to say it Bella has always been my mother figure!!!" I screamed at him but looking at both of the I could see the hurt in their eyes but my father's is laced with guilt.

"M.Z." Grandfather said making all eyes snap to him, he looked at me with sorrow, guilt, and playfulness he quickly gave me a smirk "go run it off, I'll give you a head start before I come and get you"

I laughed at bit wiping my tears knowing what he meant " oh your so on old man you won't find me so easily now" I smiled and ran out the back door like a little kid as I heard him chuckle.

I ran into the woods stripping my clothes leaving them in a pile on the forest floor. I quickly shifted into my beautiful wolf

[ready Cam?!] I asked her excited

[hell yea it's been too long since we played this game!] she answered just as excited

[lets go before he comes] I chuckled

We took off quickly deeper into the woods, ok so what's going on is back at the academy grandfather used to play games with me as part of my training. Out of all I the games we played my favorite was hide and seek childish I know but it reminded me of my mother and father although it's a faded mostly blurry memory I do remember we used to play hide and seek a lot together.

Anyway I used it as a training tool to help keep my senses sharp and on point as well as being smarter than you opponent so they can't find you, M.Z is a name he called me right before we played the game it instantly makes me happy, and that's what I needed right now.