Grabe 'tong nararamdaman ko ngayon. I feel so out of place right now. I can't imagine kung gaano ako kafriendly noon, kung gaano karami ang mga friends ko noon, siya namang opposite ngayon.
What happened?
Where are you all? Lahat nagbago.
And here I am, left alone. No one to talk to, no one to share happy and funny moments. I was left all alone. Alone sa bahay, walang makausap liban sa mga magulang at sa mga aso, liban sa mga customer ng tindahan namin. Don't have any decentwork. Spending my life typing and stalking and facing my computer's monitor whole day and whole night.
No social life.
Don't know how to mingle with others.
What happened to me? Marami akong gustong abutin, but I feel napakalayo na nito sa akin. Napakalayo ko na sa lahat. I saw my friends latest pics and news , they were all grown up. Ako na lang yata ang natitirang immature. I can't be like this forever. I want to something to change. But I don't know what.. I don't know how.
I have so many facebook accounts, twitter account, wattpad account and even tumblr, but none of these social websites made me feel happy. Yes I have many accounts, but I DON'T HAVE REAL FRIENDS. I have so many so called friends, but none of them are the real one...
none of them cares for me,
none of them cares to talk to me,
cares to hang out with me.
None. I so feel alone in this world. What should I do? I can't be like this forever...
