Daily RandiMae
May 11 2017
Honestly, dealing with the depression part is hard. I might have it but it's not severe as Luke's or Makaylas. But trying to help someone else when you don't know how is stressful 😅. Sometimes it gets to much but I don't want to leave them thinking I don't care enough to keep helping so I deal with the stress and I continue helping them. It kinda hurts seeing them in pain and thinking that there's no more in Life. I have to sit in my room, thinking of ways to help them. To keep them breathing and to prevent their death. I think that's why I've been feeling down lately. Thinking about what life would be like without them. TBH I wouldn't be able to stay sane. I would loose it and my family wouldn't understand. Besides that, I'm doing good. I'm bringing up my English grade, but as I'm doing that, my other grades are slowly dropping. High school, an I right? But I've managed to keep A's and B's. Moving on, I think I am going to get hurt one day. I feel it. I don't know when. But I know it will happen. I guess I will end this right here cause I have nothing else to talk about. 😕
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