Dangerously in Love(Mindless Behavior Luv Storii)

To Miamiiii,Bitchez!!!

Alright it is finally the day, that i leave this mutherfucking GODDAMN house.I get up brush my teeth and call Cupcake aka CakEGurl.I just luv her too much.LOL,wait before I call Cupcake lemme write in my  journal that my momma got me but never thought to use after her and my daddy broke up.i open it up.

                                                                                                                         April 13,2012

      Hola Journal/Diary/Whatever I Call You,

So hey,OMG im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited for the concert tomorrow!But i am equally happy to get out this bitchez house! Hallea,Heallea!Hell Yeah!No more getting yelled at for nothing,no more cleaning my room,no more NOTHING!Hehe im soooooo excited like i said about one -two sentences earlier.So yeah its a mutherfucking sunny but chilling day in Brooklyn,I should ask momma about when me and Jacob gonna see Daddy again?This bitch keeps on getting me aggravited because she always yelling at the family in SPANISh,fucking goddamn Spanish!We speak english to you know!!!!!!!And she always sitting around smoking,talking on the goddamn phone to Tia Lourdes about us,watching soaps,crying,she stopped going work,since yesterday,DRINKING!like wtf is wrong w/ her?,leaving me and Jacob to clean the house like we GODDAMN MAIDS!,and like I said already always getting fucking pissed for NO apparent reason.She needed start acting like a really mom before I yeah me and Jacob bend her in shape.But I really think that she's depressed,but I also think that OUR mom is a stripper/ho3/whore/slut,and many more because yesterday she went out in a mini black cute dress that is MINE,and came back w/ stains on it.And then a guy,idk who he thinks he is but he came into our house demanding for our mother.I slammed the door in his face called him a man-whore.Then our mom came to the door dragged by hair to my room,and opened my door,slapped me across my face and said,"Lil' bich idk who you think you are but you are a child not a grown adult,stay that way,he's my man not YOURS!"I spit in her face and then she slapped me again but harder,"Puta"she said and slammed the door and left.I didn't really care that she left,I hoped that she'll die w/ the 666 guy,6ft under.Then,Jacob came and saved the day.I had started to cry,b/c of all the hurtful things my momma had said to me,and that she had slapped me twice and she never hit me in a day in her life but yesterday she did,So then Jacob held me close to him and let me cry into his shirt,a boyfriend should do that but me and him broke up.It was a Demi Lovato moment.So yeah me and the girls are about to leave and you journal are going to record the WHOLE thing.Yes you are.Anyways fuck off my dick,bitch and this was for my momma

                                                                                             <3  JAGUAR RAWWWWWRR <3 :)

I close my journal,wow I'm glad im still alive,by now I would be soaked up in emotions,I guess.LOL.I get dressed.I a pair of Hollister shorts,Delia's graffic tee,sandals[even though it is like 67 deggres in Bklyn.]I packed up my Hollister knapsack,and put it on my back and headed downstairs.Ohhh crap,I had forgotten my journal upstairs,OPEN..and mom just went to see if I was in there and she likes snooping through my stuff,so mostly imma get hit,before I leave.

M-Ja'Quari Rikers get your ass,upstairs right now!!!!

J-Be strong Jaguar,grrrrrrrr

J-Shut up Jacob!

He kisses my forehead and goes in the kitchen to make me some breakfast so I can eat on the Go!I go upstairs and see her holding my Dope/Sexii Ass journal.P.S. She making the rinestones fall off,oh no that took about 2 1/2  hours to do!!!!!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------

M-Ja'Quari WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?YOU IS GONNA WRITE ABOUT MY DAILY LIFE IN HERE_

J-YOU ARE AFFECTING,ME,JACOB AND SHAUNDA'S LIVES WITH YOUR STUPID ASS,YOUR CRAZY,A S3X ADDICT,DRUGGIE,AND A DEAD-BEAT MOM!!!!

M-OH,REALLY SO WHY IS IT ON EVERY GODDAMN HOLIDAY,YOU GIVE ME CARDS THAT SAY IM THE BEST FUCKIING MOM EVER!!EXPLAIN THAT TO ME LIL' GIRL!EXPLAIN!!!!

J-WELL WE DON'T WANNA FUCKING DISAPPOINT YOU BY TELLING YOU OUR REAL FEELINGS CAUSE IF WE DID YOU WILL CALL TIA ROSE AND TIO EMMANUEL TO COME FIX OUR WAYS AND WE DON'T WANT THAT,GODDAMMIT,JACKLYNN! YEAH AND I'M NOTAFRAID TO USE YOUR FIRST NAME.

M-OKAY,JA'QUARI YOU HAVE A POINT BUT YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO CALL ME JACKLYNN.BUT WHY DIDN'T YOU KIDS FUCKING TELL ME.

J-We said it already,we didnt want to hurt your feelings mom.and bye the girls are here.

(Twhack)

J-WTF,mom we were just on good terms and fucking smack me,fuck off Mom and give me my journal.

I snatch my journal away from her pick up my bags,and head out the door,goddamn she is soooo bipolar most of the time.WTF now i gotta cover up my face w/ make-up and that's not good.Great,I'm going to the airport looking like a bitch who just got fucked up by her goddamn bf.We get our stuff checked and our bags checked too.I'm glad that I wont be in that house for a month,because im staying w/ my Tia Alex and my 3 cousins:Julie-Rae and Marissa(the twins)and lil' baby Brendon.I'm gonna have the time of my life in Miami.25 mins later:We board the plane,and I go straight to sleep.

                                                     3  Hours Later.............

We're in Miami bitchezzzzzzzz,and I see my Tio Juanito,Tia Alex's husband and I see my favorite cousins!!LOL i'm sooooooooo ready to stay here forever.Me and my girl's depart becuse their family picks them up too.

Tio: Hola mamasita how tall you've grown up!

J-Si,how are you Tio Juan?

Tio-Asi,Asi [so,so] Do you like Miami so far?

J- Si, me gusta Miami!!

Tio-You like?

J- Si,Tio Juan!

Tio-This is our home!

Tia- You're room is painted neon blue,w/ the door that is bedazzled in black,green,and blue rinestones!

J-Really,me gusta your house!!(Really,I like your house!)

Tio+Tia-mucho gracias chicka!!!

We get out the car and I run into the house,OMG!This house is madd dope,for-real though.I look at my door take a pic and send it to my girls.I opened the door.............................