I'm sorry about all this guys.
Just because my parents are trying to get healthy, doesn't mean I want to. I'd rather be unhealthy and fat and be able to enjoy life, then be a healthy twig that eats radishes for every meal of the day.
I'm being pressured into a position I don't want to be in. What if I don't wanna be a fake, skinny, popular girl? What if I wanna be the fat, emo, otaku, junkie I am?
My parents don't understand me. They don't understand my life nor how I think! Nobody does! Everyone's trying to control me and it's frustrating..
This is why I avoid people. If everybody would just leave me the fuck alone, I'd be perfectly content.
