TMNT: Blue

Chapter Two

Leo's Point of View:

Two weeks went by and I continued to gain my strength back. My whole family pitched in to keep me company and I rarely had a moment to myself. I allowed them to continue to coddle me since I knew that the five days that Raph and I had been missing had really scared them. Shell! The truth was that the five days that Raph and I had been missing had really scared me. Raph recovered the quickest since he hadn't endured what I had gone through. It killed me a little inside each time Raph gazed at me with those mournful eyes of his whenever I flinched away from his touch.

"Seriously, Fearless," my red-banded brother groaned after another flinch on my part one day, "I can go stay with Casey and April until ya feel more like yourself. Ya've been through a lot and me bein' around is not helpin' ya recover."

"Absolutely not!" I insisted as fear welled in me at the thought of Raph not being in the safety of the lair, "I'll be fine. I know that this is just as hard for you as it is for me, Bro, but it is important that you stay near me so that I can get my irritating-as-crap brain to realize that you are not going to harm me. Just…trust me, Raph."

"I trust ya, Leo," Raph sighed as Donnie listened from the doorway of the lab, "I just don't like ta see ya like this."

"Give me more time, Little Brother," I soothed as Raph sighed again, "I really will be fine. I have begun to meditate to center my mind. You and I…we're good. Know that, Raph. Bishop will never destroy our bond, okay?"

"Okay," Raph nodded out as Donnie grinned, "I…I understand, Fearless."

From that day on I worked harder to force myself to get over the rapes so that I would stop having the negative reactions to my brother, but I was beside myself with worry about the baby.

"How can I tell my family that I'm pregnant?" I thought to myself late one night when I had finally been allowed to sleep in my own bedroom, "I can't tell them that Bishop just inserted the fetus because Donnie will run tests and see that the baby has Raph's DNA. Damn. If I even tell them I'm pregnant then Donnie will want to examine me down there and discover that I had intercourse and then Raph will eventually know that he raped me. What am I going to do?"

I groaned softly in frustration. I couldn't allow my little brother to discover what he had been forced into doing. Raph had a secret insecure side to him and if he found out the truth then he would spiral into a depression that would destroy him. I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew I was chained to the floor again with Raph rutting deep inside of me. Again waves of shame welled up in me when the feelings of him hitting my prostate with each thrust made me writhe in pleasure beneath him in the dream just like I had done in real life. I knew that my body was simply reacting naturally to the stimulation, but it still felt like my body was betraying me. I woke right as my brother finished his ride to find that my member was hard and ready for action.

"Shit," I swore as I took myself in hand to jerk off, "This is so wrong. I'm going to kill Bishop if it is the last thing I do!"

I looked to my clock and saw that it was five in the morning. I slipped from bed and crept from the lair. I traveled mechanically for nearly an hour before making it to my destination. Sighing, I knocked hard and waited.

"Leonardo?" Leatherhead asked as he swung the door to his home open, "Whatever are you doing here at this hour?"

"I've come to ask you a favor," I answered feeling unsure, but hiding the fact from my fellow mutant.

"Come in," LH invited and I gratefully entered and sank into a chair, "What can I do for you, Leonardo?"

I sighed and then launched into the full story of what had happened to me under Bishop's possession. Leatherhead listened attentively with a look of dawning horror on his face.