Part ONE

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March 12,2016. 1:50

*Y/N*
Walking through my house with a plank, going into my room with tears running down my face. As I reached my bedroom, I closed my door quickly, locking it sliding down against the door to the ground crying. I am not that type of person that likes showing their feelings to anyone, that's just how I am. How could I not cry i just killed the love of my life and my parents and her body is right in front of me looking peaceful. She told me to shoot her in the head.

March 11, 2016. 11:00

*Flashback*
"Y/N, just shoot me please", she said.

*Why...? You're fine*, I said not looking in her eyes seeing we both have tears streaming down our faces.

"No... no I'm not. Didn't you just see what happened i got bit don't you see-... ", she said while showing the mark. Me cutting her off, Making eye contact with her.

" No no no, you're not leaving me here alone in, this...", looking around my bedroom before looking back at her in the eyes. "Don't you remember what we both agreed on, what you said... What happens to you two... You can't.." I cried looking away.

"FUCK!!" I cried out standing up. "Why now huh!?! What kind of bullshit did i do for my life to end up like this", dropping back on my knees gripping onto my hair. "I i... I didn't do anything, I've been a good boyfriend. I treated you like a queen, which you are, I did everything and then that happened" , I gestured to her stomach then dropping my hands down taking a deep breath before reaching out to touch her tummy with a small bump looking into her blue eyes.

"I-i was hoping that I'd be able to get know my baby. I actually want to be a better father than mine. Please, you guys can't just leave. You are all I have left, if you guys are going, I want to go too".

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