Found Out// F.F BTS X Jin {Complete}

Chapter 4: Worries Hurt Others

After the baths finished, we were ready to chill in the room for the rest of the night. I talked to Jimin about what we talked about as he stared like he had more questions earlier. I wish I had been more careful, so I wouldn't have to go through all this and be uncomfortable with him. He asked if I'd speak with him in private while the others go back to playing games. And of course he granted my wish, and we went to an office that came with the suite. We had asked for as a studying room. 

He had gone in first and I closed the door, making sure that it locked. I turned and looked at him awkwardly. "So um-" he cut me off as I sat down. "Look, I know I told you it was okay. But why would you lie to us?" I looked at him, shocked I upset little Jimin. I feel so bad, but I feared what they thought once they knew. 

"Sorry it was wrong to keep secrets from ya'll, but I feared what would happen if I told ya'll." I told him, looking out the window at the lights. "I am really sorry for not telling you about it, but I just don't think that I can even tell the others. What if they hate me? Not everyone is the same as you and is as forgiving. Or at least doesn't hate me." I stared at him with seriousness. 

He looked at me and then shifted his gaze to the window. " So you will not tell the others about how you're not really human?" Shaking my head, I started fidgeting with my fingers. "I'm really sorry. I should be honest, but I never signed up for this. Well, I wanted to be human. Live a normal life and be able to shower or go to the beach. Not worrying about paint or covering up." 

It hurts to not be able to do stuff with others. I cried when I pondered about what I would say. He walked over and patted me on the back. He said it was going to be ok and ill be able to be happy without being human. I was already getting tired from the whole crazy day. I told him I would go to bed early and see them in the morning. 

He nodded and left after I told him good night. Namjoon was going to the restroom when I passed by. He looked at me with a worried expression. "Did anything happen that I should have known about?" I looked at him and shook my head. I considered it would be better if he didn't learn about me. 

I smiled, "Yeah, everything's okay. I just wanted some advice about the new dance." He nodded, smiling at me. "To be honest, I don't think I can get the dance down too well, either. But it's okay, just keep practicing and we'll get better at it, right?" I nodded my head as I laughed a bit to myself. 

"Yup, well then, fighting! Good night." He smiled saying good night to me went back to where he was going. And I smiled as I walked in to my room and closed the door shut, locking it. Sighing, I flopped on to my bed and smiled. I guess tomorrow will be another day. I was going to change, but I ended up getting too lazy and fell asleep like that. 

A/N: Sorry that I haven't been updating. I will try to keep updating more. My health is what's getting in the way, sorry! I hope that whoever reads this doesn't take too much of my bad writing to heart. Thank you and saranghae!!!! <3