Found Out// F.F BTS X Jin {Complete}

Chapter 14: Doubt Never Goes Away

Previously on Found Out:

Jin and his fellow members are working on their new comeback and concept Love Yourself:承 'Her'. Namjoon had also talked to their manager about the safety of Jin making sure that he had more security and that he stayed with one of them. Jin also started to worry about the safety of his members since they were his only family. 

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Present:

Yesterday was pretty tiring since we have been working on our new concept, but it is very much worth it. I hope that A.R.M.Y.'s will be proud of us this time as well they always show us so much love and support. So, of course, we would want to be able to give back to them as much thru our music. Today we were to all go to the dance studio to practice for our new lead single 'DNA'. Namjoon said that he and Yoongi were done discussing the other songs that were being put on our new album Love Yourself: 承 'Her'. So today we were all to focus on getting the chorea just right for DNA so that the comeback would be perfect with no mistakes. After about 10 minutes of us stretching, we got down to business right away.

I sat on the floor heavily breathing as I took a big gulp of water from my bottle. Everyone was either laying down or still practicing the dance we hadn't stopped until just now when our main dance instructor had left. Hoseok was helping Jungkook and Namjoon out with parts they thought they needed work on. Jimin looked over to me and smiled before walking over to sit next to me. "Hey hyung you okay? You know with everything going on recently.....which I don't think anyone has really made sure you were feeling okay." I looked down as I thought about the shutter boy, but I mean he hasn't really been on my mind at all today. I nodded my head smiling to reassure him before saying, "Actually with our comeback going on I hadn't really thought about anything other than the new album. I am okay at the moment as long as I am distracted really." I chuckled a bit at what I had just said to him. He nodded understanding what I meant and went to get him some more water.

I looked at the time and gasped as I saw that it was now almost time for dinner which means we didn't have lunch. I stopped everyone to start getting ready to go home. As I was about to head out before everyone to get started on dinner someone grabbed my hand stopping me. I looked up to see Namjoon looking at me with a smile before he starting walking pulling me with his hand in mine. I smiled as I walked with him to the first van with Jimin and Jungkook right behind us. We left as soon as Jungkook got in after Jimin sitting in the second row together as I and Namjoon sat in the first row of seats. On the way home I started putting together in my head what we were going to eat and drink for dinner. Once we got there I hopped out after Namjoon and we all walked after Jungkook unlocked the door for us. I went straight to the kitchen getting to work on dinner while the others got here and started changing taking shower and getting comfortable at the table. 

Dinner was quite relaxing for once this week since with everything that had happened to us. I felt bad that they went thru something like that because of me and the stalker. Jimin poked my cheek catching my attention as I noticed everyone staring at me with a worried look. I instantly felt guilty as I knew it was me that they were concerned about at the moment. "Jinnie hyung? Are you feeling okay?" I looked at Jimin as he asked and nodded my head smiling at him and the others to assure I was indeed fine. Namjoon squeezed my thigh as he smiled at me and said, "Jin you know you can tell us anything if you ever need someone to talk to." "Mm well is it okay if I am honest to you guys?" They nodded to my request and I took a deep breath before releasing it to calm my nerves.

"I honestly feel bad for you all to have found out about me the way you did. I think maybe if I hadn't been in this group in the first place none of this would have happened. With finding out what I really am also having to go thru something as horrible as fearing for your lives with my stalker on the loose out to take me. What if one day he kidnaps one of you to get me to go to him." I stopped and took a deep breath before starting again thinking about my next sentence.

"Maybe I should just go to him so none of you will be in danger anymore and live peaceful lives without stressing about being killed by him or even me. I am not sure if you all really except me as a human or robot monster." I stayed quiet after that looking down at my hands in my lap. I stood up out of my seat since everyone seemed to be thinking to themselves. I ran up to my room closing the door and locking it before quickly sitting on my bed. They probably are thinking about my offer on leaving since no one objected to me leaving. I stood and started packing my clothes and other belongings in my suitcase before seeing a piece of paper fall off my dresser. I picked it up reading it slowly as it helped confirm my decision making me pick up speed and before I knew it I was out the window heading to the address on the back of the note.

The Note Read:

Dear my beloved creature, 

I would suggest you make up your mind soon before I choose one of your 'family members' as bait. I hope to hear back from you soon my deary as I would love to be able to taste some of that dinner you made tonight.

With Deep Love,

Your future Husband XOXO

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A/N: Man this chapter heh........sorry guys I kinda felt like I should get in there some dramatic scene for this book. I hope it isn't too soon if it is I am really sorry but it will have a lot of things happening in the future that have twists in them. So look forward to that in the future and as always guys.....

I hope you'll enjoy this chapter!!!!!! 사랑해!!!!!!