Found Out// F.F BTS X Jin {Complete}

Chapter 20: Can I help?

Previously On Found Out:

The boys rescue Jin from Mark's House but not without reconciling with Mark. Mark let them all go without a fight. The boys including Jin found out about Namjoon's real self. And even then everyone was okay with him for who he was.

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Present Jin's POV

It was almost eleven at night when we got home. I was scared of what was gonna happen to me now that I had basically run away. But Namjoon told me not to worry about that he was gonna go to see Bang PD tomorrow. Telling me not to worry won't help though. I wonder if I am gonna get kicked out when I was just taken back by the boys.

"Jin-Hyung please lay down and get some rest." I sighed nodding to Yoongi and laid on my bed facing the ceiling. Snoring was what made me look to the left at a sleeping Yoongi. He usually is tired from staying up producing music. But from what Namjoon said earlier they were all worried for me and couldn't sleep.

I sigh knowing I failed to protect them from being hurt. Hurting them, in the end, was what I ended up doing. My face felt wet and I rubbed my cheek knowing I was crying. Telling myself before turning over that I was gonna take care of them as no other has before. From Now on I was gonna be the one they could lean on instead of me leaning on them.

A light hit my face before I realized I had fallen asleep peacefully without a drunk Mark waking me up in the middle of the night. I was relieved but I was also brought back to reality I woke up late. Sitting up fast so I could get up to cook breakfast was a bit challenging when I tried to change quickly without waking up Yoongi.

Who I found cooking in the kitchen was a bit of a surprise. Three of the boys were standing in front of me mixing and cooking food. Jungkook was hugging Jimin while he was flipping pancakes. Namjoon was mixing some eggs to make scrambled eggs. I knocked on the doorway and they looked towards me a bit shook.

Still surprised I said, "I could have made breakfast today, I mean you should be getting rest." Namjoon spoke first after me. "I wanted to- we wanted to make it for you instead. I know you must feel tired yourself but we're okay now that your back home." Jimin nodded with Jungkook smiling along with Namjoon on that note.

I sighed and nodded before sitting at the counter Namjoon was working at. I asked if he needed any help or if he could do it himself. He nodded saying I got it while giving me a glass of water. I watched as he continued making a bit of a mess but getting thru it, okay I guess. I will though need to buy stronger mixing spoons. He broke about three of them before finishing.

Jimin took the mixture getting straight to work with Jungkook still tightly hugged on him. Jimin had talked to me about his relationship with Jungkook last night to get me distracted from my worries. I smiled thinking back at how happy he sounded. Someday I will have that too with my other half. Looking at my glass of water made me smile because I was being taken care of instead of the other way around.

It slowly faded as I remembered how I got to this situation in the first place and didn't deserve it. I got up going to the rest of the house cleaning up any mess or organizing different things to make it more clean looking. Maybe I wouldn't cook today but I could clean and do laundry at least for them.

I was about to head to there rooms to get their laundry baskets. Taehyung stopped me in the hallway. "Hyung you aren't supposed to be doing anything today. We are gonna take care of you please go sit down in the living room." I shook my head before saying, "No I don't deserve this treatment. I should be cleaning and cooking for you and the others. I hurt you all with how I left and never came back. I don't deserve any of the love I am getting"

Taehyung sighed and shook his head before hugging me. I started to cry in his shoulder hating that I was not being of any help. "Hyung please let us take care of you. You do deserve all of the treatment we give you. That and more really is what you deserve." I felt someone else hug us both.

"Don't worry Hyung your hope is here to cheer you up. I heard everything and I agree with TaeTae about you deserving our love and making you happy." I smiled and nodded my head letting go. Tae took the basket from next to me that I was carrying to his room. "I shall do the laundry while you go watch a movie in the living room." I nodded my head almost unsure about it. But I didn't want to upset him so I just left them and walked to the living room.

Yoongi must have woken up from the noise of everyone awake because he was now watching TV in the living room. I sat next to him on the sofa looking at the animated show he was watching. "You okay, Hyung? I heard everything when I was coming to the living room." I nodded my head, " I just feel like I hurt you all by running away from here to solve my problem on my own." 

He thought for a minute before speaking, "Well Hyung we were a bit hurt but we knew whatever your decision was we would respect it. But we wanted to hear it from you that you wanted to stay or go. We wanted to know your feelings since we are a family. We don't want any more secrets in this family from now on. I think that is why Namjoon finally came out to us." I nodded my head and looked at my hands thinking about it all. Namjoon walked in and smiled letting us know breakfast was ready.

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A/N: I decided on posting the next chapter for you lovelies. Since I did just hit 3K reads and was so happy and excited. So this chapter might seem a bit rushed or worst writing. I am sorry if so but I was just so excited and happy. But I am still working on getting better so please be patient with me. I also hope that you will wait to get the next chapter since I was able to do this one in a hurry. So as always...

I hope you'll enjoy this chapter!!!!!! 사랑해!!!!!!