I Hate That I Still Love You

broken

                      Broken

So this is my second poem on wattpad
Hope you all like it 😊😊😊
------------------------------------------------------
Have you ever wondered???
Why i had to end it all
Have u ever wondered
Why i stopped talking to you ???
I thought we were friends,
well best friends, even before we were born....
Do u remember the time we used go to each others place??
Do u remember the times i was there for u??
And when i needed u the most, u were with ur girlfriend  😂😂
Do you remember when you guys broke up,
How you were crying?
Well i remember because it was the 1st time i saw u like that
Nd let me tell you it broke my heart 💔
Do you remember i kept asking u who she was?
And how u never told me ...
And when u were together again.....(i realized shit i luv u) 😂😂😂
And when u broke up again,
I wanted to tell you that i loved you,
But before i could say anything..
U told me it was my ex bestfriend
And i was like 'what, come again? '
And you told me it was her dat broke your heart 😠
I remember how i was in so much pain that i slapped u and then hugged u 😂
And then u suddenly told me that u are gonna become a player now 😱
I tried my best to convince you not to do it
But you did not listen to me
Then I just went home and cried my heart out
And i realized that were not the same guy i fell in love with anymore
And it broke my heart ,again
Soon it was time for me to go to college
Nd i did not expect to see u at my place at 5 in the morning
And you were crying again telling me not to go
But it was too late then and you promised to call me everyday
I kept waiting and waiting but u never called
Or even texted
And your friends told me dat you returned to your player ways
When i came back for the break...i went straight to meet u (and finally tell u that i loved you)
But you did not even talk to me
And when you did...u insulted me
And you always knew that for me my respect is important..
And i realized i can't hurt myself more
So i just left hoping that u will realize and apologize
But you never did ...
And now
I hate u
For making me fall in love with u
For making me realize that falling for you was my biggest mistake
I hate u ok!!!!
------------------------------------------------
Pls vote and comment 😊