Ava
The next day I awoke more happier and hopeful than ever. I right away told Saraii and Ash about what had happened. They couldn't believe I had actually done it. They're telling me how they're glad I told him. That now maybe I do have a higher chance of actually being with him. In a way I agreed with them. Perhaps I do have a chance, but it still doesn't change the fact he has a girlfriend.
I still have to respect the boundaries that exist between us. I can tell him how I feel, but I can't really do anything about it. Maybe I should just give up now. My happiness cloud is slowly taking me back down to the reality of the situation. Even if he does like me back, he's still with his girlfriend. That's something that I can't control. I wish I had picked him sooner. I wish I had told him that day in Freshman year when we were both single.
"Hey, what's wrong? You were practically bouncing off the walls of happiness ten minutes ago," Saraii noticed how quiet I've gotten. I wanted to tell them but I just smiled. I don't want to burden them with my doubts and sadness.
"Nothing I was just lost in thought" They look at me with doubtful eyes, "Guys I'm fine, nothing's wrong. Come on, we have to look for Reene and tell her what happened." It looked as if they still didn't believe me but just went along anyway.
I take my phone out and see that Ezio had messaged me. We start texting again for the rest of the day. I start daydreaming about what it would be like if we were actually together. I think about us going to the city. Holding hands, just talking about anything and everything. In the daydream world I can actually tell him everything that's on my mind. I can hug him, and tell him how much I love him.
All I can do now is hope. Hope that life is on my side and hopefully I get a chance with him. I start to come back to reality again. I look at my phone and see he hasn't texted back. I realize the time and see how late it is. I get ready to go to sleep. As I drift off into sleep, I start thinking about Ezio and how wonderful he is. How he has such a caring personality. I just hope that his girlfriend realizes how lucky she is to have a guy like him.
