Ed Sheeran one shots

Just good enough for that?

It's was a normal Sunday evening. You were studying for school, but there was one difference: your boyfriend Ed promised you to spent the evening with you because he hadn't had much time for you recently. You were lying on his chest preparing a lecture, while Ed was on his phone and stroking your hair with the other hand. You couldn't concentrate. Something told you, you would mess up the lecture, so you decided to put it away for a while. Ed was still on his phone, but you needed to be sidetracked from your lecture. You put his phone down and kissed him on his lips. He seemed to be surprised but kissed you back immediately, holding you close to him.

"Is everything okay?", he asked breaking the kiss.
"I don't know, I think I'm going to mess it up"
"I believe in you. You won't mess it up, trust me", he told you looking softly at you. You smiled at him and kissed him again. Soon things got heated up.
Suddenly his phone started ringing and you moaned annoyed into the kiss, hoping he would take it to ignore his phone. His hand left your lower back, while his other hand pushed you a bit away.

"Hello?... Stuart! .... oh okay, I understand..."
You started to sigh hopping he won't have to go. Leaving you again.

"Alright give me five minutes ", he said before hanging up. You started to protest, pleading him to stay, but he just chuckled.

"I have to go it's important", he tried to get you of of him.
"But you promised me to stay this evening. You promised me to spend it with me, that you would stay until I'm asleep."
"I know honey, but that is really important", he tried again. But this time you started to get angry. He always just shows up when he wants something, especially when he wants sex. Lately you started to feel a bit used because he just comes around for it, but don't have time to spend with you cuddling.

"I dare you if you go through this door now"
"What do you want to do little kitten?", he was still chuckling, but it weren't fun no more.
"If you go through this door you don't have to come back.", tears started to build in your eyes but you tried your hardest to stop it.
"You're overacting", he shakes his head. You get up leaving him in the bed alone. You felt tears running down your checks so you turned away. Yes you loves Ed, but your not there to just have sex with him when he wants to.
You hear him getting out of the bed and soon you felt his hand at your arm.
"Why are you crying now? You know I love you and if I could I would stay but this an really important meeting I forgot about. And because of the scene your making me I'm already late, so would you please do me a favour and stop crying?", you could hear how pissed he was, but you were too. You turned around and look in his beautiful blue eyes. The eyes that made you forget everything, but not today, not now.
"Are you sure you love me, or am I just good enough to fuck?", you said straight into his face without any emotion in your voice. His face went from angry to shocked and back to angry within seconds.
"What the hell are you talking? Just because I can't be here one evening you think I'm just with you because I like to fuck you? Is it that what your thinking?"

"Well every time you come around we fuck, but when I want to spend time with you doing something else like cuddling or watching a movie you never have time. Can you remember the last time we were out having dinner together? The last time we met with friends, or even the last time we went outside? Well I can't and that makes me thinking that lately you just having me around to pleasure you, but not because you love me. You always find excuses for not spending time with me and that makes me sad and a relationship is not supposed to make you sad. You know I love you from the bottom of my heart, but tell me Ed: do you want to keep this relationship going because you love me, or do you want to keep it going because you just like to have sex with me?"
He swallows hard when you finished, turned around and grabbed his neck with one hand. When he turned back around you could see the panic in his eyes. He was afraid.
"If I made you feel this way I'm sorry. You're the best that ever happened to me and if I could I would turn back time, but I can't. I would turn it back to show you how much I love you instead of sleeping with you, but I thought you wanted it too. I'm sorry for all times I had to work when I should have spend time with you, but I'm doing this for you, for us. I'm doing that so we can live the way we do. I know you don't care about that, but I want you to have the best life possible, because that's what you deserve. I will call Stuart and tell him I can't come, that he has to watch out for a different appointment, because I have to spend time with the most perfect, beautiful girl I ever knew because I don't want to loose the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you so much and I want to fix this relationship. I want to fix us "

Hey guys! I'm finally updating again! Sorry for not wringing in so long but I didn't had inspiration for anything... hope you like it <3