Ed Sheeran one shots

Hard (explict content)

It was a lovely Tuesday evening. Both of you had an evening off and decided to spend it in bed cuddling and watching some new TV show you just discovered. Your head was on his chest and his one arm was around you while his other hold a beer.
The both of you had a lovely dinner and so many laughers. That was one thing you liked about Ed he never would disappoint you in making you laugh. Sometimes just a certain look of his was enough to spill your water and break down laughing.
You look up to him while he's laughing about something stupid which happened on the show. You didn't really like it but Ed seemed to enjoy it so you just pretended.
You love the way his eyes lights up when he truly laughs. That's one thing you fell in love with a couple of month ago when your were just working and your boss came up to you and asked you for a date after you spend a night chatting with him. The rumour that you guys fucked gone around anyways so you said 'yes'. Little did they know that the both of you never had sex not even at this point of your relationship.
He looks down at you with his lovely smile and presses a kiss on your forehead before he continued watching the stupid show.
But a kiss on the forehead wasn't enough. You got up a bit and pressed your lips against his. Immediately they moved in sync and everything was forgotten. His lips are soft and warm and taste a bit like beer from the sip he took earlier. You wished this could last forever but  he pushed you away and watched at the TV as soon as you heard "your tits are so big today" from the TV. When you looked at it you saw the main character with her breast out and Eds eyes seemed to be glued to the screen.
To get his attention back you kissed him again but he just brushed your lips before he pushed you away again to look at her boobs. You sign.

"Seriously?"
"Hm?", he gave back but with his eyes still glued to the screen.
"I'm right in front of you and kiss you and you watch her boobs?" You asks him but he still doesn't look at you so you roll your eyes and get off him. Normally he would beg you now to stay, but he just let go of you. As soon as the duvet fells down you see that he got a boner and your sure it's not because of the heated kiss you guys shared before.
"Seriously Ed?" Now your mad.
"I'm sorry baby, but I'm just a men", he gave back hunching his shoulders. He pushes the blanket away and tried to get up.
"Where do you wanna go?" You asks watching him getting up.
"To the bathroom getting this away" he answers and show down to his boner.
"Why don't you stay?" Your still mad at him for getting a boner because of this ugly fake woman with her extra big boobs from a boob job she had.
"Stay? Why would you want me to stay? I need to get this off" he chuckles. The worst thing about this all is you don't know why and how things happen. Maybe you're 21 years old but your still a virgin and your 26 year old boyfriend knows. That's why you guys hadn't had sex yet. Your were afraid that it would hurt a lot and Ed respected your wish to wait. But now your mad. You're hurt that he got a boner from the women on TV and not because of you. He never got a boner because of you no matter how hard your guys were making out until you stopped him. Never he had a boner from it which makes you sad now. You lower your eyes on to the bed sheets and felt embarrassed. What if he doesn't find you attractive like this women?
Of course Ed noticed that something was wrong. He sat down on the bed again and lifted your head up.
"Is everything okay?" He asked serious now. The teasing tone from earlier was gone.
"No Ed it isn't. You got a fucking boner because some ugly women on TV showed her breast to the whole nation. You even pushed me away while we were kissing just to see her monstrous boobs! No Ed nothing is okay." You nearly yelled back at him. The shook on his face told you he definitely didn't expected your reaction.
"Are you jealous?" He asked smirking again. You rolled your eyes at him.
"No I'm not jealous. I'm hurt that's something different, but I don't mind you just go to the bathroom and jerk yourself off to this ugly bitch.", you fired back at him and turned around in the big bed. You turned your light down and laid yourself down with the back to him. You heard him sight before you felt the bed move which told you he got up as soon as your eyes start to tear up.
Soon after that you heard the bathroom door get closed and soon there where small moans escaping the room. You looked for the remote and turned the TV off throwing it somewhere. The tears started to stream down your face even harder and you clinched the pillow as hard as possible.
He seriously went to jerk off to this fake bitch and didn't even cared when you said that he hurt you. You felt stupid and just sad.
Sometime later you heard the bathroom door open again and stoped your loud crying. It probably would just please him hearing you cry because you're so 'jealous'. You didn't moved and pretended to sleep. The bed moved again and he wrapped his arms around your waist. You tried your hardest not to sob loud.
"You don't need to pretend you would be asleep I know you aren't.", he whispered in your ear.
"I'm sorry I hurt you, even though I don't know how, I'm sorry. And maybe it helps you to feel less hurt but I didn't jerked off with her in mind. You were in my mind like you're always when I do it.", he whispers again.
"I don't care if you jerked off to her or not"
"But I thought that's why you're mad at me"
"I'm not mad. I'm hurt."
"Than tell me why you're hurt. How did I hurt you?"
"How? You pushed me away when I was kissing you to see her big tits, which seemed a lot more interesting to you than me and yes that hurt my feelings. Oh and not to forget the fact that no matter how hard we make out you never get a boner because of me but as soon as you see her big ass tits you're hard like a stone. Maybe that's why I'm hurt."
"You're hurt because I don't get a boner when we make out? That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard", he laughs in your ear. That's it. You push his arm from your waist and move away as much as possible. Why wont he take your feelings seriously? The tears rolled down your cheeks again and this time you didn't cared if your sobbed loud or not.
"I'm sorry I didn't wanted to make you cry.", you heard him say. You also felt the bed move. He came closer again.
"I don't know why I don't get a boner when we make out, honey. Maybe I just got one because of this whole situation. You nearly sitting on my lap and your lips against mine and than her tits. Maybe it was because of all this together, I don't know"
"So if we ever have sex we should make sure that you can see somebody else showing their tits so you get a fucking boner? Do you know how much it hurts when your not the reasons why your partner get this? When somebody else is the reason for it?", you cry loud now.
"I'm sorry, honey, I really am, but what do you want me to do now? It's not like I can control it. You're so often the reason why I jerk off probably more often than you wish."
You know he's sorry you can hear it in his voice but it doesn't help you.
"Don't you get a boner because of me because I'm not attractive or sexy enough?", you asked quietly now.
"You're the most attractive and sexiest women I've ever seen. And I can promise you I have so many dirty things with you in mind...", he says while kissing your neck. You enjoy the little treat and smile a bit.
"Oh there it is. Your probably the most beautiful when someone cries but this smile suits you so much better" he keeps kissing your neck.
"Maybe I just don't get a boner every time we make out because i know you stop me and i would jerk myself off in the bathroom. Maybe I just got one because your kiss was heating me up. But no matter why, I love you and trust me you're the only one I'm thinking about when I jerk off"
"Stop it!", your try to push him away from your neck since he also starred tickling you. He knew how to make you smile again and let you forget everything and you hated it, but no matter why he doesn't get a boner while making out with you, you knew you love this guy and one day you'll be the one who's the reason why he's jerking off in a bathroom next to you or maybe even have sex with you.
"I love you too", you gave back and he placed a kiss on your lips.