Since you woke up this morning you was feeling sick and also throwing up. You woke up alone cause Ed probably already left to go to the studio. After a cup of tea and a little nap you start to feel a bit better. The afternoon started and you decided to go and sit on the couch watching your favourite TV show. Right in the middle of the episode your phone rings. With a sight you get out of your comfort duvet cocoon to get your phone. It was your best friend Kevin so you answered the phone call with a little smile on your lips.
"How are you Sarah?"
"Not that well, I already throw up but that was just in the morning I'm better now" you answered honest. You don't have to hide anything from him cause you know it would be useless, he would find it out. There was silence at the other end and you checked if the line was dead but it wasn't.
"Did you and Ed you know..."
"Me and Ed what? What does I know?", you answered confused not sure what me means.
"You know... doing the .... nasty?", he said with a serious voice. You couldn't help yourself and burst out into laughing.
"Seriously? Can't you ask me if we had sex?", you bring out between laughers.
"Oh come on I try to help you, so did you guys yes or no?"
"We are now in a relationship for 3 years, what do you think?"
"So I take this as a 'yes'. May you should do a pregnancy test just to be sure."
"We are always using protection it's not necessary. I can't be pregnant."
"Just do it. You know it's never safe."
You just kept talking with him for 15 minutes until you hung up. Back in your cocoon you thought about what Kevin said. Could it be? Wouldn't you feel it? Unable to concentrate on the episode again you decide to go to the chemist to get you a pregnancy test.
Back home you immediately went to the bathroom. You check the information. 10 minutes. 10 minutes until you know if your life is over or not. What if you are pregnant? What would Ed say to it? Sure you already talked about having kids but you were sure not to get them yet. Not yet when Ed is about to bring out a new album and go on tour again. Not when he is at the top of his career. When you saw the result you felt tears streaming down your face. Pregnant. All Tests said the same. Pregnant. Ed would leave you. Pregnant.He can't deal with a child yet. Pregnant. You can't deal with a child yet. All you thought about was going to end this. May you could have an abortion without telling him so he would never know you was pregnant. But on the other had you couldn't end a children's life just because it could make yours a bit complicated. It wasn't it's fault. It was yours and Eds. You heard the door open.
"Hey Darling!", Ed shouted from the living room. He looked for you, you heard how he was opening all the doors to see if your inside. When he finally made it to the bed room and saw you crying on the bed he immediately got to your side striking your brown hair out of your face.
"Hey what's wrong love?", he asks with a worried voice. You just started to cry more. How should you tell him?
"Come on just tell me. Everything is okay, I'm here with you." He tries to help you. With his shirt he wiped away your tears. You couldn't bring out a single word, so you got up from the bed and took Eds hand, guiding him into the bathroom. You got all the pregnancy test you made and showed him, watching his reactions carefully. His eyes widen when he saw it and he looked from the pregnancy test to you and back.
"Your pregnant?", he asks still watching the tests. You nod.
"I'm sorry Ed", you whispered and looked at him. Now there was a smile on his face and he got this excited look in his eyes.
"We're getting a baby? Oh my gosh I can't believe that!", he sat down on the bathing tube. He put the pregnancy tests away and grip your hips guiding you in front of him. He kisses you passionately and with so much love. You wrap your arms around him and hide your face at his collar.
"We will be amazing parents." He whispered into your ear, kissing your hair. All your worries went away with Ed holding you. You didn't expect this reaction, but it was the best you could have asked for.
"But we cant have this child.", he said now.
"What?", you looked him in the eyes a confused way.
"We can't have this child without you being my wife. I want you to be my wife first before our little human comes to join us" he said a smile spreading across his face. You hit him on his chest hating him for making still jokes.
"A hit is not an answer"
"Well let's just say that your surname would fits good to my name", you answered smiling and kissing him.
This is the start of something beautiful.
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