Wallflower? (Phan)

the day after

It's 1pm, the next day after the party.

I ended up walking home last night.
I wasn't completely wasted, just high.

I guess it was a fun night, until Phil left to go get fucked by some girl.

I stayed with his friends and we just continued to smoke. This one guy kept trying to get at me, I think his name was Toby. He was cute, don't get me wrong but I'm still hung up on Phil.

Now I just have to wait to see if Phil will keep talking to me. Toby said he wanted to get to know me, I'm gonna go hang out at his house.

I honestly​ hope I fall for toby, he's so sweet and charming. He offered to walk me home last night, but I denied his offer. He shouldn't waste his time on me, I can easily walk myself home.

Phil.
It's always Phil with me.

He's something.

Who knows if he's straight.
I honestly believed he was gay or bi, when we were younger but maybe he was telling the truth.

Whatever the truth is, I just want my Phil back. I don't want to lose him again.

So for now, I'll sit and wait for him.

Like always.