the blue journal

ten ♝

chapter ten | the exes

news had spread around the school quickly like a wild fire, everyone creating rumours and theories about your death, saying that you did it for the attention or for some other dumb reason.

there were only two people who knew the truth, though.

namjoon and jungkook.

the two of them were planning to gather the others, and by others i mean taehyung, jimin, hoseok, yoongi, and seokjin.

y/n never wanted this to happen though.

she wanted them to be happy that she was gone, so that she could die in peace, but it seems like namjoon and jungkook had other plans.

jungkook and namjoon sat beside each other in the cafeteria, whispering about who to tell first. the other five who had been associated with this whole suicide were confused about this whole thing, since namjoon and jungkook asked to meet them after school.

"you know what? i'm sick of this," a black haired boy slammed his hand on the table namjoon and jungkook were sitting at.

"just tell me what's going on already," the boy, yoongi growled while staring at the blue journal that sat on top of the table.

"maybe you should settle down first," jimin came in, sitting next to jungkook who eyed him, "also hi, i'm jimin and i also want to know what's going on."

namjoon sighed, flipping to the page about yoongi in the book, "it's about y/n."

"y/n? are you serious? i don't have enough time for th-"

"yoongi! calm down, just listen to what they have to say," jimin hissed, and yoongi just rolled his eyes, but then sat down.

"look," jungkook began, "i know it seems like y/n was a bitch. she was my sister, so i should know. but she cared about you two, a lot. more than you can ever imagine, and i'm sure you guys probably hate her for what she did to you."

"you have no idea," yoongi said quietly, looking down at his hands while tears welled up in his eyes, finally showing his soft side, "i loved her and she just threw me away like i was nothing to her."

"well, i'm sure you hate her, but before you make up your mind about how you truly feel about her, read this," namjoon pushed the journal towards yoongi.

"what about me?" jimin asked.

"you'll find out next," jungkook smiled.