So Long Bangtan

Chapter 14: The Death of a Dear Friend

There was blood everywhere. I lifted Jungkook up off of the ground and inspected his head. He wasn't moving and didn't seem to be breathing. I got up and slapped J-Hope in his face. Jin, V, and Suga helped me carry him into the safe room where we had first aid kits. We placed him in a room where J-Hope and I had first laid when we were in pain just as Jungkook was now just not as severe. 

The sheets on the bed were white but when we placed Kookie on them, the pure red color of his blood changed the color from the white heaven like color to a deadly bloody mess. "Eun-Bi." called Jungkook as if he were on his last legs. 

"Coming." I said. I ran towards him. Jin and Suga were bustling around the safe room trying to find the first aid kits. "It hurts." he mumbled. "I know it does. We're trying to find the first aid kit okay? Don't worry. Jin is going to patch you up. Everything is going to be ok." I put on a fake smile trying not to cry. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore and they streamed down my face. "Don't cry." he said. "Don't cry." he brought my face down onto his chest and I sobbed. 

"I'm sorry Kookie. I'm so so sorry." I was sobbing even harder now. "Hey, its not your fault." he said slowly and quietly. "At least you have a real man now." he whispered. I looked up at him and he smiled. He looked up at me and said these final words "I love you Eun-Bi. Don't forget about me." his hand was grasped in mine when it suddenly went cold as the life left him for good. 

"JUNGKOOK!!!!" I screamed. Everyone came running into the room except J-Hope. I was sobbing hysterically  on the floor next to his bed still grasping his lifeless hand. Taehyung came and rushed towards me. He wrapped his arms around me and I fell into his arms and cried. I cried and cried and cried. 

I didn't know what else to do. All of the others gathered around Jungkook deceased body. I pushed Taehyung off of me and ran out to where J-hope was. I didn't say a word. The only thing you could here in the room were my heavy footsteps pounding on the ground. They echoed each time I took a step growing louder each time. J-hope was sitting down at the table with his back facing me. 

 I heard the door open behind me. "Eun-Bi don't." V knew exactly what I was going to do. And no one and nothing was going to change my actions. I grabbed J-Hope's chair with all of my might and began punching and slapping him all over. He began to lash at me punching me in my stomach. I punched him in his face leaving a bruise on it. I was screaming and crying. "YOU KILLED HIM!!! YOU KILLED HIM!!! YOU KILLED HIM!!!" 

I yelled over and over again. I continued to beat him until V came from behind and ripped me off of him. I tried to resist but V is much stronger then I am so he won this battle.  I was breathing heavy and I felt my face beaming with heat from rage, hate, anger, and sadness. "YOU KILLED JUNGKOOK!!!!" J-Hope looked surprised. 

"What do you mean I killed Jungkook. "YOU KILLED HIM YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!" yelled Taehyung. "GO LOOK FOR YOUR DAMN SELF!!" J-Hope got himself up and walked slowly into the room with Jungkook's deceased body in it. "What have I done?" he asked himself. I was still sobbing in V's arms. He rubbed my back to make me feel better which didn't really help to fill the hole in my heart that will forever be empty but it made me feel comforted like he was there for me... and he was. "

Stop crying" he whispered in my ear. "It's okay. I'm here for you. Don't worry. Stop crying." I tried my best to stop and eventually did. He continued to rub my back. J-hope was still standing in the doorway where Jungkook was lying... dead. I walked past him and saw tears streaming down his face. "What have I done?"