Learning To Let Go (A Louis Tomlinson Imagine) #Wattys2016

Part 12

After explaining to your mom what had happened she said she'd leave you alone the rest of the day. The whole day passed by slowly but it eventually came to a point where you were just to tired to do anything so you went to bed. Monday was even slower. On Tuesday your alarm woke you up so you stumbled over to your dresser to pick out something to wear.

You grab an old volleyball sweatshirt and sweat pants. You weren't too enthusiastic about the rest of your week so you decided you'd be a bum until you knew you would be able to fully function without Louis being there. You weren't looking forward to this week knowing it would be the last week you'd be able to function but worse, Louis last day was today. You don't put any make-up on expecting you'd be crying today.

You throw your clothes on and put your hair in a messy bun and head down stairs. You decide to skip breakfast so you grab your bag and walk to your car. The moving truck was already in front of Louis' driveway. The movers were busy loading their things into their truck.

Louis' mom saw you and waved. You kindly returned the gesture and got into your car. Once you got to school Louis' car was already there. You decide to park next to him. You spot him talking to a group of friends. You get out of the car and Louis' eyes immediately lock with yours. He waves goodbye to his friends and walks toward you.

"Hey." You say.

"Hi." He responds.

"So... This is it. You're moving away. To London. Forever."

"Ya..." He says awkwardly.

"I don't know how I'll be able to handle being away from you." You say.

"Don't worry. I'll make sure I will come back for summer and winter breaks just to see you." He responds.

Your stomach flutters at his words. You once again begin to cry. You lean your head onto Louis' shoulder and his chin rested on top of your head as he wraps his arms around you.

Louis lifts your head and wipes your eyes. He grabs your hand and you both walk to class. The day sadly seemed to rush by and before you know it you're in Louis' driveway saying your last goodbyes.

"I'm going to miss you so much." You say.

"I know you will. I'll miss you too." He says.

He pulls you in for a hug that lasted a really long time. Then it hit you. Your best friend. Your boyfriend. Gone. Your life would never be the same again. Christmas and summers just wouldn't be enough.

Him and his family hop into the truck pulling a trailer and Louis rolls down his window to wave goodbye. The truck disappears into the distance. You try to stay calm but your emotions get the best of you. You run into your house and up to your room and begin crying on your bed. That was it. It was over. You felt so alone and broken; no one would be able to fix you.