Chapter 9

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They told me i was worthless, good for nothing. It hurt oh trust me it did. But i loved them anyway. I mean jesus fuck they are my parents.

Yes they beat me. Told me they hated me but i didnt care i knew i was going to get out of their in a few years.

When i saw josh at the door i didnt know what to think. I thought 'DAMN, is he sexy or what.?!' Then he said "mine" and my heart rate sped up could this really be my mate. Haha NO.!

Now im in his room staring at his

Mmmm. Body. Oh my god was he perfect. I dont like skinny boys with the abs and blah blah blah. I like country boys.

And this boy he goes muddin and drinks. And hes a redneck for sure. And i loved him.

We go to school together. And everytime i see him in the hallway i catch myself staring. He would look at me and wink. Then this blonde barbie wanna be bitch would look at me in disgust.

I mean who wouldnt. Im the emo. The ugly one. The one nobody wants to be seen with. But i always secretly wanted Josh. Always. He was perfect.

Then realization hit me.

"I have dated you..." I whisperd

"What was that beautiful.?" He glanced at me.

"YOUR THE MOTHER FUCKER THAT BROKE MY HEART LAST YEAR. THE ONE I WAS IN LOVE WITH FOR SO LONG.!" I snapped.

"Yes baby its me," he surrendered "but i just want you to know i am hear now. And im not going to leave you again." He said placing his lips upon mine.

I kissed him deeply never wanting it to stop. It was amazing to feel this way again. All of the butterflies came back all of everything came back. My love for him. And my Lust for him.

I wanted to deepen the kiss and let our love unfurl but i knew i couldnt. Istopped kissing him and pulled away. Hurt furiously took over in his eyes.

"Im sorry but i cant, i mean we just found eachother again and i dont want to push it.!" I said truly sincere

"Ok babydoll." He said in understanding.

He said that with the most love and compassion and i knew then on i would be happy and loyal to him. No matter what.

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A/N.

Hello. How do you guys like this story. I know its terrible. But i an trying and its my first book. So help. I will take any input on this book that anyone has. <3 thanks. :)

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