I need you.

Chapter 18

~Jocelyn~

"Aaaaaahhhhh!!!!!" i started screaming bloody murder. My stomach son of a bitch whats going on.

"Babe whats wrong?!" josh said bursting through the door seconds later.

"I don't know aaaahhh..!!" i said pulling up my shirt.

You could see Carson moving and clawing at my stomach god was it gross but it hurt like a bitch.

"WHATS GOING ON?!" I screamed in terror and hurting.

"I don't know but we are getting you to Mark now!" he yelled.

We got into the car and drove what seemed like days i mean years!!! It hurts so baad!!!

"MARKUS MARKUS WE NEED YOU NOW THE LUNA IS HURTING. MARKUS PLEASE!!!" Josh pleaded.

"Im here whats wrong?" he asked worried.

"We dont know she just started screaming and she pulled her shirt up and we could see Carson Clawing at her stomach It was quite gross." He told mark.

Mark had a worried look on his face "Bring her to the back. I must run some check ups."

We went to the back and i laid on a table i lost my voice from screaming so much and now im just cringing and crying. I looked over and saw josh crying.

"Im sorry... im sorry i got you into this." He whispered.

I put my hand on his cheek trying to ignore the pain. "Baby we are in this together it was my choice to."

"This baby is ready to join us." mark said stunned.

"What are you talking about? im only 5 months..." i said kind of weary.

"I honestly dont know how but he is. He's ready. We are going to put you in a delivery room and then we will start your pushing." He said.

Mark grabbed josh's shoulder and i could faintly hear what he said "if i was you i would say your good byes now.." he said

Josh dropped to the floor. He started to sob hard. he looked up. "Why me? huh? why me? why my mate?" He screamed.

"Baby please i will make it through this Carson and i both will." I said looking at him crying harder. "Baby please try and be strong for us.... please..." i got out between sobs.

"Ok, we are ready..." mark said with an emotionless expression in his face.

They wheeled me into the delivery room i had josh right there by my side he was holding my hand and he kissed my forehead.

"Okay Luna. Push!" Mark said.

I started to push as hard as i could.

"Aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!" I started screaming and breathing trying to get him out.

"C'mon Carson... we are ready for you." Josh said with a huge smile on his face.

My vision started fading. "We are losing both of them!!" i heard Mark yell

Josh looked at me "baby focus on my face, look at me, stay with me, c'mon baby stay with me, you can do it."

And with that my vision blackened.

Soon i saw a light. I went to it. Who is that?

"Hello my child." i heard her say.

"Who, who are you?" i asked scared.

"I am the moon goddess." she spoke her voice so sweet. "And your life is far from over."

"Why are you saving me? who are you?" i asked.

"Jocelyn i am your mother." she said.

"What? but my mom she? i don't understand." i said confused.

"I lost you one day when you were very young. You were in your crib taking your evening nap. I walked out of the room for a split second and heard you crying and ran back... someone took you i didn't see the face but they dropped you off in front of Tiffany's house. and she raised you as her own. Because no mortal can know about me i couldn't go back to get you and i knew one day you would come back." She spoke.

"Mom." i said running to her.

She gripped me tight. "Okay my dear," she said kissing my head "you must go back. You have a family and im not gonna take you away from them."

"WAIT I HEARD THEY WERE LOSING CARSON TO!"

"Yes they were but they got him stabilized your the one they lost but now you must go back." she hugged me and kissed my forehead then all went black.

All the lights and beeping from the monitors in the hospital came back to me. I felt a large mass on me and opened my eyes enough to where i could see who it was. it was josh!!!

I grabbed him and hugged him he didn't hug back immediately he pulled back and looked at me. His eyes blood shot.

"I told you im not going anywhere." i started to cry. And he cried harder then kissed my lips and hugged me tight.

"Wheres Carson?" i asked.

"Here." Mark handed him to me.

"Wow. He's beautiful."

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A/N so you all thought i was going to die forever? NOPE!! Lol. Oh my fiancé is gonna love this one. :) but shhhhh no one tell him i want him to read it. :) please comment and vote. :) and i probably wont make all the chapters this long because this one just had alot of information. :) ok well thanks for reading.

~Kitty