I need you.

Chapter 20

~Jocelyn~

Its been about four years since we lost Carson. I hardly ever eat or speak. I swear i think i have lost like 50 pounds which puts me at 80 pounds. Not good

Josh always tries to get me to eat but i just can't with even the slightest smell of food i throw up.

Josh has been looking for Carson and Mark. We have looked all on our land. And had the surrounding packs look and keep a look out.

The scent is gone... my little world is gone. My hair has slowly turned grey my body is boney my skin is pale my face life less my eyes faded to a deep black.

"JOCELYN!" I heard josh say.

But i didnt pay attention i just sat in the bath tub in a steaming tub of water.

"JOCELYN SERIOUSLY ITS IMPORTANT!" he yelled again.

"DAMN IT JOSH WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" I snapped. Im very irritable anymore.

"They found him...they found Carson.." he said.

"Carson? CARSON!" i yelled jumping out of the tub "mommy's coming baby!!" i yelled drying off and putting clothes on.

"No baby stop." josh said grabbing me.

"MY BABY IS OUT THERE! I HAVE TO SEE HIM!!!" Josh grabbed my hand.

"He doesn't remember us." Josh said looking down.

I collapsed in his arms "NOOOOO... NOOO HA HOOOOOO!!!! YOU SON OF A BITCH I'LL FUCKING KILL YOOUUU!!!" I screamed.

"I have to see him... please let me see my baby..." i begged.

"Okay..." josh took me down stairs and out to the woods where they found Carson.

I saw a young boy i knew it was him just by his eyes. I took off to him.

"Jocelyn no!" josh yelled.

"Carson... Carson baby...it's mommy... ease tell me you remember me... OH MOON GODDESS MY MOTHER PLEASE!! HELP ME!!!" I begged

"Mommy.." Carson said.

"Yes baby its me come here come to mommy!" Carson ran to me.

I grabbed him up and spun him around "oh my baby. My babyyyyy.." i fell to the ground with him inmy hand and just cried.

Josh came up behind us. "Carson?"

"DADDY!" Carson yelled

"Carson my son... we have missed you so much. Do you remember anything that happened?" he asked.

"Baby he's only four, he doesn't understand." I told him.

"Yes i do mommy." he spoke.

"He's a hybrid he's over developed he understands more then you think." Josh implied.

"Ok Carson now tell daddy everything." he said.

"Ok well all i remember is....