I need you.

Chapter 11

~~Jocelyn~~

I woke up my hand wondering looking for the warm body that was suppose to be beside me, but i felt nothing. I lifted my head a rapidly blinked noticing josh wasn't there.

I ten smelled the air and the sweet smell of bacon filled the air. So i got up and went to the bathroom noticing i was still naked i walked to the closet to get some clothes.

I grabbed black tights a pair of blue jean booty shorts and a black spaghetti strap tank top. I stuck them on and put on knee high converse.

I brushed my teeth and hair and put some eyeliner and mascara on and an arm sleeve.

I walked down the stairs and went to the kitchen. I saw Josh making the food and blushed slightly.

"Good morning baby doll." he said cheekily.

"Hey." i said weekly still tired from this morning.

"So did you sleep well my queen?" he asked looking back towards the bacon.

"Yeah. Better than you think." i giggled and winked at him.

I saw him blush a little. Aww. He so cute when he blushes. I cant believe I'm his mate. I have prayed for this day since the first time i laid eyes on him. And now he is mine and i am his.

"Jocelyn?" i heard him say braking me from my thoughts.

"Do you like what you see. You're staring a hole through me.

I felt my face gush red and i looked down so he couldn't see. He walked over to me and put a finger under my chin making me look at him.

"Baby?" he said.

"Yeah babe." I asked with a questioning look.

He hugged me. And i felt a tear slide down my face. He is leaving me. I know im not good enough for him. He kissed my head and looked at me.

"Baby. Why are you crying." He said sadness filling his eyes.

"Your leaving me." i said not sure he heard me.

"Baby. I will never leave you." He said sounding sincere.

"Promise?" i asked.

"I swear." he smiled kissing me sweetly.

"What did you need to tell me?" I asked.

"Oh i just wanted to know what color you wanted to paint our room. Its been white for ages." He stated.

"Oh...ummmm...how about baby blue?" i said.

"Perfect." he said kissing me once more and putting a plate of food in front of me.

Wow. This is perfect.