My Only Love Was You: Shoey Fanfiction

Chapter 17: I Want You Back

*Joey POV*

I was at home when a song came on it reminded me of Shane and I was guessing what song it was and I knew it. It was Want You Back why is this song playing as the song went on

"I want you back, want you back want want you back"

I think I have a new favorite song it's true I do want Shane back but he has Lisa now I couldn't stop thinking about how Shane loved Lisa and not me or knowing he is probley doing this to get me jelouse or he isn't doing anything he is probley just sitting in his hotel texting Lisa saying I love you and not worrying about anything but him and his girlfriend it breaks my heart knowing he probley never loved me and always wanted Lisa I was probley a cover up because Lisa didn't give him anything and Lisa was always busy with making videos and doing work and never had time for Shane but I really don't care I have to stop worrying about Shane and get back to me and myself not Shane and even more Shane or stop thinking about Shane and Lisa together I'll find someone better then Shane I can think about how many friends who got my back or how many times I said Anya or how many times I played minecraft and how much times I eat and make eggs-anya or how many things I can do without thinking about Shane and I think I can do many things without thinking about Shane or Shane and Lisa all together I know my rights from wrongs and I know I can live without Shane but the thing I wanna know is that did Shane really love me or was he just making Lisa jelouse I wanna know these and more questions because I feel used and I feel like I'm being thrown around it sucks someday I hope Shane understands how much he hurt me and how much he made me cry I can't stop thinking about him and how much he called me babe and how much he said I love you to me and how much times we cuddle and watched anime even though he don't like anime but he didn't care he started to actally like it. It didn't matter how many times he came to my house and woke me up in the morning or how many times we had our dates and failed at them or how many times people looked at us holding hands while we walk down the street but all the times we fell in love everytime we kissed or how many times Shane said sorry and gave me flowers or how many times we talked out our problems and how many times we told eachother everything. That's what I want to see from both of us I want to fall in love and be happy I want my relationship like me and Shane's not a worthless relationship where we don't talk for weeks or have fights and yell at eachother. Love should be equal. My love should be respectful and I want Shane back so much I cry and cry and cry but nothing helps me to stop crying. I know inside I forget about Shane but sometimes I stop and worry I just need sleep and that's the only thing I need.

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I'm kinda proud of this chapter I just thought of it sorry I haven't been posting I've been trying to think of a good chapter for this book but I think i like this one the most :3 thank you for everybody reading my book.

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