My Only Love Was You: Shoey Fanfiction

Chapter 18: Past And Now

*Shane's POV*

Well I ruined me and Joey's friendship I should of believed him I should of said sorry for thinking the wrong way I knew he would never cheat on me but I believed Lisa and I knew it was Lisa when she texted me when me and Joey were dating I hate myself for going back with Lisa in the 1st place I hate her for what she did to me and Joey's relationship can I forget?

I can forgive but not forget what she did to Joey I loved Joey and I still love Joey but he hates me now I'm sure on that but even if I say sorry a million times he won't forgive me for what I did right before valentines day or for what I did to him I broke his heart I am sure he still loves me but I don't know if he does or not I want to go back with him I don't want to spend my whole life with Lisa I want Joey and Joey only when I first met him at vidcon a while back I knew he was the one but I didn't know he was gay in till Dare The Dawson he told me face to face I can remember.

*Dare The Dawson, April 13 2013.*

Joey: Shane I need to tell you something it's important.

Shane: Okay, make it quick.

Joey: I'm ga- never mind I don't feel like I should I'm afraid you will judge me.

Shane: I won't please tell me I am your friend you can tell me anything I promise I won't tell anyone. *pulls out pinky*

Joey: *Pulls out pinky* Pinky promise.

Shane: I promise.

Joey: Well, Shane I'm gay. I have a crush on someone but I don't think I should tell you.

Shane: Please tell me.

Joey: Okay it's you but I know you don't like me.

When Joey told me he liked me I felt my heart beating fast I started to blush.

Shane: I have something I have to tell you.

Joey: Oh okay.

Shane: I like you too.

When Shane told me he liked me I felt a spark in my eyes and I already loved him.

Joey: Really?

Shane: Yes really I liked you ever since we met at vidcon a while back. I love you to death.

Joey: I liked you ever since vidcon too. Those blue eyes made me fall in love your smile made me fall in love everything made me fall in love.

I felt a huge gap between me and Joey I felt in love I felt happy I felt I was safe with Joey.

Shane: Awwee really. I love how you try fixing your hair every time and when you smile with those shiny white teeth or when your eyes change colors or when you laugh it makes me have butterflies.

Joey: Well I love your laugh too your amazing in every way I want to be with you forever.

*Now 2014 March 11th*

I felt a tear from eye fall down my cheek I was upset for nothing I want Joey back I miss him I want to cuddle and be in his arms I want to kiss him and here his voice everyday. But I know he hates me I feel like crap why can't I just have him back I want to see his smile I want to call him my babe and love why can't I get him back. I want to look into his light blue eyes they look like the ocean so beautiful and so light.

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Well I kinda feel bad for Shane I know how he feels when you lose someone who you truly love.

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