I sat in the back of outback waiting on Shell. I had to run some errands today so I had her meet me here so neither of us would have to cook. Plus there was alot we had to discuss. While waiting I went on youtube and looked at the comments on the last video we made.
"Shell bump is so cute... Kenya is also glowing tho👀👀
"Have anyone else noticed Kenya is always sitting in the vlogs now?"
"That glow tho👀👀.. wait which one is preg?"
I rolled my eyes. I badly wanted to lie like it was good makeup or good lighting but I couldnt risk losing subs once the truth came out.
I got off youtube and tried to call Shun again. We havent talked that much since he left. I missed him. But i would give him his space since he has been spending alot of time with me and Shell lately. Right now I just wanted to hear his voice.
The phone rang a couple of times and went to voicemail. I frowned and sent him a text telling him to call when he could.
"Sorry I'm late" Shell said sitting across from me. I ubered here so we could drive home together."
Before I could say anything the waiter came to take our order. We both got steak, shrimp, and a salad. Lemon water to drink.
I didnt say anything just slid my phone over to Shell. She looked up at me with a confused look.
"Just go to our last video and read the comments.."
After reading some she looked up at me.. "What are we going to do"? she asked with a worried look.
I know why she was worried. We couldnt lose subs or views. Youtube was our life. We wouldnt be able to live the life we were living now if we didnt have Youtube. I mean we sat home daily doing whatever we wanted. We werent on anybodys clock. So we had to make this right.
"I think we should just tell the truth, or at least some of it. Lets just say we were going thru something personal and I fucked up and got pregnant by a dude. Our subs already know Im bi so Im sure it wont be a surprise. Yeah we will have some dislikes and hate comments but we will get a lot of views which means more money. Just think Shell no lesbians on Youtube have been thru this before."
I could tell she was thinking about it the way she was biting her lip.
"Yeah ok but then they will want to meet him and shit and I dont want him all up in our videos at all. Thats our channel only..
"Shell just think about it.. we would get more views and more subscribers. That would mean more money a month for us!"
"We good on money tho. I feel like everything is changing. Our channel is the only thing we have left together.
I could understand what she was saying so I would let it go for now.. But I would convince her and it had to be soon.
I grabbed her hand and smiled. "Ok bae our channel can stay as it is".
She let out a sigh and smiled..
"But you are right we do have to do a video explaining things.. We will just tell the truth without saying who he is" she said..
"Ok when you wanna do it?"
"Let's do it when we get home, I don't know when he coming back and it'll be kinda awkard with him there...
"Anyways, she continued with a shy smile, did you get the picture that I sent you? You never said anything back.."
"What picture? I asked grabbing my phone to check but I didn't see anything..
She looked confused and grabbed her phone.. after checking it her eyes got big and she looked horrified.
"What's wrong?"
"Babe don't be mad I accidentally sent it to Shun!"
"Lemme see, I said reaching for her phone.
I couldn't believe what I was looking at.. "Really a pussy pic? What were you thinking? Now he gonna think you want him!!"
" Babe I was trying to send it to you, we can explain what happen when he comes home."
I didn't Kno what to think but I really wasn't bothered. I knew they wouldn't go behind my back.
"It's ok babe. Let's go home and get this video over with..
