I cant believe Kenya would do this to me after eveything we have been thru together. Igave up my family for her. Her parents love her no matter who she love. Mine act like i dont even exist anymore. I havent talked to them since me and Kenya have been together. I mean I tried but they hang up everytime i call. I know my mom would be excited to be having a grandchild. My brother and his wife dont have any kids yet so our baby would be they first grandchild.
I sat up in bed and grabbed my phone. I was gonna call Kenya. I wanted answers. I deserved answers.
I dialed her number and she answered on the first ring.
"Baby"?
"Come home Kenya" I said and hung up.
I got up to get ready but i heard the door open and close.
"How did you get-"?
"I was sitting in the driveway baby."
"Oh i thought you would be laid up with your baby daddy!" I said angrily.
"Shell listen to me, Im sorry. When we got together you knew I was bi. I was faithful to you for four years. I thought i could do it. But something was missing. I love you baby but sometimes I need a man to. You know this. Why are you acting so surprised?"
"Really Kenya?? I know that you are bi. When you told me it was my choice to leave or stay. What im fucked up about is the lies and the cheating. And on top of that you say you pregnant. Where does that leave us huh? I dont wanna share you. I not into men and you know this. We are two different I dont even know why I chose to stay with you!"
"Because you love me Shell! Yeah we different but we made it work. Look this is what I want. I dont know if you and Shun would be cool with it but like I said I want all of us to live in a big house TOGETHER and raise our babies together. No more lies. Im putting everything on the table. And its up to you to decide what you want to do."
I sat back and thought. Live with her and him? Hell no thats crazy! Then another thought popped in my head. The ring. How could i forget this nigga was going to propose?
"So who are you gonna marry Kenya? Huh? Me or him? You forgot to mention how that gonna work out. We both wanna marry you. So who are you gonna chose?"
"I dont want to get married right now. Things have changed since Shun came in the picture. But when Im ready, of course I wanna marry you. That will never change. You should know that".
"Oh i should huh? I thought i was enough for you. But here we are. I dont think I wanna get married now. A marriage is suspose to be two people not three. I will never be enough for you in a marriage when you need a man. Why dont you just be straight? Oh wait because you'll NEED a woman right? You are so confused and I cant believe Im just now seeing just how confused you really are. Ill never have you to myself will I?"
She didnt say anything for a while. She just sat there with her head down. When she finally looked up she had tears in her eyes.
"This is me. This is how I am, how Ill always be. Im in love with you and I want you to accept it. No Im not confused. I know who I am. And I also know who I want. You and Shun. Imma go now and let you think. Im going to Shun house to talk to him about the same thing. Then imma rent a hotel room for a couple of days until we decide on what to do.
And with that she was gone.
