Breaking UR Life (Harlena Fanfiction)

Miss College

(get ready to cry)

~Diyah's pov~

I never felt so damn nervous.

I mean can you believe it?

Oh i am sure you do but i still can't believe it.

I am now standing in front of the mirror looking at my reflection.

Black tight dress... My hair beautifully done... Makeup proffessionally completed and black heels to end the look.

I never felt so pretty before.

I mean... Yeah... I was pretty in my red dress on Gemma and Louis' wedding and- urgh... Let's forget the bad times now.

So... Where was i? Yeah... I mean... This pretty you only feel when you are competing with the best. Not to complain but all the participants are super strong.

Now... I can't believe it..

Can you imagine today is the last journey with my friends? I can't! Everyone taught me something that i could never imagine of having...

Niall taught me how to appreciate things in life...

Liam taught me what is to love someone deeply....

Jenny taught me how to do something you love...

Louis taught me how to spread happiness...

Eleanor taught how to be pretty in every situation of life...

Fred taught me what is love...

I love him... I really do... Uhmm lets talk about this later...

I exclude Zayn from the list because he is still gonna be with me after today.

So my friends... They think we will still hang out... But the least they know that they will hate me forever.

And now about love...

Haha? I can't believe it...

I fell in love with Fred. Out of all the people on Earth, i fell for him and only him.

My first love... My forever love... The one and only... Fred Sean...

Today is the day i have to prove either my loyalty to my Dad or my love to Fred.

Everytime i choose Fred, one thing comes to my mind, "Fred loves Diyah, I am Niaya" and all my hopes scatter in pieces.

Fred can never love Niaya who have been secretly planning his destroyal... His death...

And can you believe it?

Today is the day where 'Breaking UR Life' mission will end!

Today is the situation where... It is now or never.

And once again i have the nervous churn in my stomach like i had when Zayn told me 'the bomb has been planted' in Brighton.

Unless this time... It will really end... And by my hands... Not anyone else.

"Whoaa! You've been staring the mirror for like half an hour!" Eleanor shockingly said, snapping me out of my deep thoughts. "And mind it, i counted the time!"

I smiled in answer, not willing to speak. I know if today i speak to anyone of them, i will cry... And i do not like to cry, it reminds me of the day my Dad died.

"Hey hey! I know you're nervous but it's okay!" She said sensing my nervousness. "Only you will win this and i am sure of it"

Again i smiled in responce.