Breaking UR Life (Harlena Fanfiction)

Broken Inside

~Diyah's pov~

There is darkness everywhere. All i can see is black. But there is noise everwhere. Noises that are unfamiliar, mostly scary. People are screaming, police sirens can be heard, Fire brigade's splashing water sound.
What is going on here?

I feel myself being shaken, thrice. As if people are trying to wake me up. I want to do so and scream at them that shaking me like this is so annoying. But i can't.

I try to move my hand, in vain. I try to move any part of my body but i can't. All i feel is pain. Not a minor pain but a burnt pain. I sense sweat all over my face as if i was in a fire accident.
But i was!

My hand is on a soft platform unlike the rest of my body. It is a familiar touch and thats when realisation hit me. Fred

I feel the shaking stop and i tried to opened my eyes. It bloody hurts when you try to do something and you can't do so. I feel lifeless and only my soul is alive. My heart is unwilling to leave my body despite the pain.

My warm contact with his hand was the only way for me to contact him.
I love you Fred... Forgive me...

And then everything turns soundless and numb... Am i dead?

I feel myself being pulled over and the door is shut.

"Put it on 35 quick! We need to save her!" i hear a voice. What's wrong with me?

I feel an electric shock on my stomach and my eyes shockingly opens. My dark vision turns into a dominating white light.... I am in life...

I continue looking at the white ceiling and ignore all other stuffs around me. All i can think about is him...

"If i have you no harm will come to me!" This is what he told me when we came to Brighton.

Even though i have no idea if he is alive or not, my heart is assured he is. You survived Fred...

~Fred's pov~

The loud sound keeps on echoing in my ears like a haunted nightmare, arguing with me to wake up. But i can't!

All i can see is flashbacks... Everything was so joyful! And now all is the opposite. I remember my mom and dad, the perfect couple. My sis and Louis, inseperable. All my friends and Diyah, my life. I wonder what happened to them.

All i want to do is to wake up, save everyone but my body is denying me to do so. My mind keeps on telling me to stop being lifeless but all i feel is pain. I sense only my hand having someone else's hand on it. Diyah??

I thought by remembering her i would wake up but all i see is her running with me. Was she behind all this? My mind tells me yes.. My heart tells me no.

"I love you Fred... Forgive me..." i feel her soul communicating with me but i deny it. Why will she ask forgiveness? Unless she really is responsible. I keep on denying until one thought interrupts me... Is she dead?

My eyes turn open and i see her lifeless in front on me. Even though she has no life, black dust on her, she is perfectly naive and beautiful. I love you Diyah.

That moment i feel useless of living. I can't see her brown eyes looking at me.

I feel dizzy. I see black dots and my eyes turn from full moon to no moon. And i feel nothing at all.... Am i dead?

I feel a lot of syringes being injected to me. Diyah i love you!

Bandages are being put on me but i don't care. Diyah I love you!