Breaking UR Life (Harlena Fanfiction)

Graduation

~Diyah's pov~

I smiled at my group once again.

In a few, i will lose this bond.

It is like my heart is being broken every second.

And unlike each time, i cannot say that everything's gonna be okay.

Without hesitation, i reached forward and hugged Niall, the sweetest and only Irish boy in the group.

He exhaled deeply of hesitation and then hugged me really tight, as if he did not want this Diyah to go.

I pulled apart and hugged Liam who accepted it.

Then was Jenny and Eleanor...

I then came face to the green eyes that always fascinate me of the love  of the person. Fred.

I see his eyes turning a shade lighter of sorrow. His lips parted slowly and he took a step forward closing the distance between us.

He held my face with his hands and stared at me deeply.

He then looked at my lips and licked his lips.

His gaze then turned back to mine.

I just stared at his movement. Something was bothering him...

Still holding my face, he leaned in and very quickly pecked my lips.

Usually he would kiss me without hesitation... So why this hesitation?

He then put his lips on my cheek and grabbed my waist. I feel his lips shaking on my skin. He was fighting his tears. But why will he cry?

"Just know that i will always love you whatever happens..." He said and kissed my cheek.

This moment was strange...

Hesitating hug from Niall, silence from Jenny, Eleanor's not smiling, Liam not interrupting me & Fred, Louis not making sassy comments.

Why? Why are all of them behaving like this?

Most importantly, why is Fred behaving like this? Like he's gonna lose me... His weakness is me... And all the rest is just helpless, unable to help him.

I feel more guilty.

Fred then took some steps backwards and looked anywhere but me.

I turned to hug Louis.

"So what happened to the i-am-the-coolest-guy?" I said, raising my eyebrows and smiling at Lou.

He stared down at me without his angelic smile, "deceived... He's been betrayed" was all he replied.

My smile fades and i see Zayn furrowing his eyebrow in confusion. Both of us nervous about Louis knowing the truth.

Lou then put on a fake smile. "Betrayed of how you gonna win this! I really wanted Taylor to win this, man!" He joked.

I fake gasped and punched him in the stomach.

"Ouch!" He said.

"OuCh!" I mocked.

He grinned and hugged me tightly as if he was losing me.

"Let's go and be graduates guys. The ceremony starts in 5 minutes" Zayn said after doing handshakes and hugs to everyone.

"Liam?" A not-so-familiar voice said.

We all turned to the door to see Lake (The uncle of Liam if you forgot).