Breaking Chains

Chapter Eleven

So the day is almost over thank god I can't wait to finally get home. So it does turn out I have gym here soon, but after my next period. Thank god I brought my tennis shoes with me. When I walked into the cafeteria I noticed Henry sitting by himself so I sat beside him. "Hey," I said causing him to look up. He raised his eyebrow "You're actually talking to me, how bazaar." I raised an eyebrow at him tilting my head to side slightly confused. "Why wouldn't I? We are friends now aren't we?" He looked shocked "Are you sure you want to hang with a loser like me?" I rolled my eyes "I don't care about labels so let people talk because you're my friend." I sat next to him to emphasize my point. He shook his head and smiled "You definitely are something special." I was about to comment when I felt an arm go over my shoulders as someone sat besides me.

"You're right she really is," a familiar voice said. I look over to see Carlos sitting beside me with his arm around my shoulders. I smiled "Yep y'all are both correct. I'm amazingly special and you know you like it." We all laughed when suddenly I heard a really loud smacking sound. I turned around to see that a girl was sitting on the ground and Alec was standing over top of her. I knew he wasn't for me and I knew it the first time I met him. He's too cocky, although he does have plenty reason to be. And now he's apparently is a woman beater how great. I knew I didn't like him from the start.

Alec's POV:

It's finally lunch and I'll have my my favorite class soon, gym. I look around the cafeteria looking for Jamie. I suddenly spot her she's talking to Henry and I felt my jaw clenched in anger instantly. Then I watched Carlos put his arm around her shoulders. My fists were all ready clenching wanting so badly to punch the shit out of them. I walked to my regular lunch table and took my seat. My friends were chatting on with each other and I just sat their completely quiet. Suddenly Jennifer McCartwright out of nowhere comes and sits on my lap.

She touched my chest and all I felt was complete disgust for her. It's hard to imagine that she is one of the many people I've had sex with multiple times before. So is now any different ever since Jamie came any of the girls I use to see don't seem so attractive anymore. And now the only person I want is Jamie. And now I want to break my number one rule. No feelings and nothing more than sex with anyone. So what makes her so special that I want to do that for her when I haven't broken that rule for anyone. Even the girls I "hang out" with know this about me. And they don't try to change that, although they did try at first but changed their mind afterwards.

I swatted her hand away from my chest. "Jennifer get the hell off of me!" I said in very deep threatening voice. And she pretended to pout "Come on baby I want you. I'm so wet right now I need to fix that...with your body." I was getting more and more annoyed with her by the second. Everything about her is so fake including her personality. I don't even know why I ever thought she was even slightly pretty. The only good thing about her is that she's so easy. She was only a easy fuck when I needed to relieve some stress.

She tried to grab my hand and bring it to her vagina to feel how wet she is, but I easily pulled it free from her grasp. "Get off of me now! And leave me alone! I don't ever want to see you again!" I stood up emphasizing my point across causing her to fall to the ground with a loud smacking sound. The whole cafeteria turned to look at me and the scene I just caused. "Now do you get it stay away from me! I don't like you so stay away from me!" I turned around and walked out of the cafeteria without looking back.

I then walked right out of school getting on my motorcycle. Then I drove right out of there trying to calm down. I drove to the park that's practically empty besides the few parents with little kids and babies. I use to come to this park all the time when I was a little kid. Sure I know I get anger pretty easy, but that's pretty common with "our" kind. My father and mother are the same way. They use to get into some pretty bad fights when I was younger until he...passed away. Or should I say was murdered by the council. Those jerks are the worst and I hope they burn in hell by satin himself.

I sit under the only willow tree in the center of the park as I stare out at the huge sparkling lake. "God what's wrong with me? I get so pissed when Jamie is with another guy, why is that? This is so not like me when it comes to anyone. So why is she so different? The sad part is I don't even know anything about her other then she and her father just moved here. I don't know why she was hanging out with a werewolf and a freaking human. I mean sure they aren't as bad as I the angels and their stupid council. If I ever met an angel I would strangle them with my own two hands. But I still can't seem to understand why I am so attracted to her and why I'm suddenly willing to risk everything just to be with her. None of this makes any sense to me, so what the hell is going on with me?"

I looked at my phone and notice it's already four o'clock, which means school is already over. I groaned "I guess I should be going home now. I leave here just as frustrated as when I came here." I walk over to my bike and drive back home. I walk inside. And then I walked into my room and change into a pair of sweat pants and just took off my shirt. I walked into my bathroom as I look into my mirror. I see Carlos and Henry's faces and I clenched my jaw and punched the mirror with my right fist this time. I about to punch the rest of the mirror out when suddenly Jamie smiling face crossed my mind. I sighed as I ran my left hand through my hair. "Damn it what the hell am I doing?"