Breaking Chains

Chapter Thirteen

Watching her run away from me causing me to feel horrible and hurt. "Did I do something wrong? Did I accidentally hurt her?" What happened because I don't understand it. She says I didn't do anything wrong, but then why'd she run away from me like she did? I ran my hand through my hair in frustration. "God this girl is killing me. I swear this girl is going to be the end of me." I don't know why this girl has such a hold of me when this has never happened before.

I hate wondering if I did something wrong, maybe I should go over there? I heard the sound of a car engine and watched her dad's truck pull in. I sigh as I close the blinds "Maybe now is not such a great time." I walked up the stairs to my bedroom. The strange thing is that normally I would be pissed, but some reason she just keeps coming to my mind. I keep seeing her face in total concentration when she was working on my hands in my mind. I keep replying what happened earlier in my mind. I keep seeing that piece of hair falling in face, but she was so focused she didn't even see it or care that it was there. I keep feeling the sensation of her skin on my fingers also her lips pressed so perfectly against mine.

She's so beautiful and I can't stand it. She's so perfect and she deserves to be with a guy like that nerd. She's deserves to be with someone who can love her and treat her right. As much as that thought makes me sick I know that it's right. I don't know what, but the thought of her being with another guy makes me want to punch something or someone, although I know it's for the best. Besides it's not like she's into me and today just proves that. I got into the shower and turn the water to cold water and begin to wash myself. Once I finish and dry off I got into bed and try to get some shut eye before another day of going to hell begins.

Jamie's POV:

Shortly after running into my room I shut the door locking it behind me. I leaned my back against it and slowly slid down until my butt touched the floor. I brought my knees to my chest and took deep steady breaths trying to calm my beating heart as tears begin to fall. And it's not beating fast from all that running. My heart is still beating from his touch and that kiss. It felt incredible and amazing. I don't know how to describe it. It was as that kiss brought me back to life. It was like as if the heavens were singing to me. Or like their was a firework show going off inside my body. Just a single kiss and those sparks bring my soul and body to life. And It felt wrong to end it and I wanted to stay there in his arms kissing him forever. Being in his arms felt so safe and warm that I wanted to stay there forever.

This is really no good at all, what is happening to? I mean seriously my body is still shaking from that encounter. And I'm wet in a place I really shouldn't be. I can't believe how easy it is for him to make me frustrated and horny all at the same time. "This really shouldn't be happening no matter how hot the guy is. Or how totally lick able his abs may be, and trust me they are sooooo likable. Oh god what is happening to me? I sound like such a fan girl or some crazy person." I really need to get away from here and away from him, but how? I mean it's not like I can skip school or stay home, dad will never allow it. Plus I ain't going to let him see that I'm affected by what happened.

I mean it's not like anything happened anyway. "It's not like we had sex or something. It's not like we made hot, passionate, steamy, and sexy sex. Oh my god what is happening to me. I mean it's not like I want to have to sex with him. Or want to feel his rock hard dick inside of me. Or feel his hands roaming across my body and his lips against mine." I felt my body shudder and I groaned. "What the hell is wrong with me. I swear I'm going crazy." I get up and walked into the bathroom I turn on the water for a shower just as the front door opens downstairs. I know it was my dad and I locked my bathroom door before peeling off my clothes and getting into my shower. I started to wash my hair and then my body. I then shaved my body hair leaving my body spotless and smooth. Once I finished I wrapped a towel around my body and hair. I brushed my teeth and once I finished I spit out the toothpaste out of my mouth. Then I gargled water and spit it out in the sink.

When I finished I grabbed out my moisturizer lotion and applied it to my body. Then I rubbed it into my skin until it disappeared. When I finished I walked out of the bathroom and into my bedroom. I walked over to my beautiful wooden dresser grabbing out my bra, underwear, a red tank top, and gray sweat pants. Once I finished getting dressed their was a knock on the door. My father's voice spoke from the other side of the door "Is it safe to come in." I chuckled "Hold on dad I got to unlock the door." I said walking up to the door "Okay." Then I unlocked the door and step aside as he walked into my room. He looked around the room "Wow you certainly did an amazing job with this room." I smiled "Thank you I'm glad you like it." He chuckled "Of course I would my baby girl design it all by yourself and it's absolutely stunning just like you."

I chuckled and rolled my eyes "Dad you are so cheesy." He chuckled "That may be true, but I can't help it because I love you." I rolled my eyes as he kissed my forehead "I know daddy, I love you too." He snorted "Sweet dreams sweetheart now get to sleep you have school tomorrow." I rolled my as and chuckled slightly "Okay dad goodnight and sweet dreams." He smiled and was halfway out the door when he said "Goodnight sweetheart." I smiled as he shut the door and I walked over to my bed getting under my covers. I turned off the light and curled up before falling into a restless sleep and begun tossing and turning all night because out of no where I would think of Alec.

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Author's Note:

Well here's another chapter for you guys. So what did you think of it? Who do you want her to end up with? Please don't forget to vote and comment. So until next time my lovely loyal little readers and hope you enjoy it. 😄😉😘