Breaking Chains

Chapter Fourteen

I woke up tired and exhausted I didn't sleep all that well last night. With Alec on my mind, it's surprising I could fall sleep at all. I sighed knowing I'd have to go to school and I'd have to see him again in class. Why did this type of thing have to happen? I was doing just fine ignoring him, but then he had to go and kiss me. And oh dear god it was amazing, so amazing it could make you go crazy and leave you craving for more. I still can't believe that was my first kiss and that I still want him to kiss me again, over and over again. I shook my head "No I need to stop thinking about it and him. I will not think of his sexy abs or muscles. Or his tone sexy sun-kissed skin. Or even his long delicate gentle fingers that look like he plays the piano. Or his dreamy green eyes that seem to draw you in. Fuck, I'm still thinking way too much about him. Damn him and that stupid kiss causing me to think about him endlessly."

I shook my head trying to get these thoughts of him out of my head. With how much I'm thinking about him you'd think I was in love with him and that I don't dislike him like I so obviously do. I got dressed into a simple black spots bra, white long sleeve shirt, black leggings, and red flats (outfit up top except for shoes). I pulled my hair into a messy bun, not caring how it looked, although it did end up looking pretty good. "Hmmmm maybe Alec might like it."

My eyes widened when I realized what I whispered to myself. "What the hell is wrong with me? I shouldn't be thinking this way after one lousy kiss. But then again to my defense, his kiss wasn't lousy at all. If anything it was magnificent and was like thousands of fireworks going off inside my head." I groaned "Shut up subconscious I didn't need your input or reminders of how awesome it was." I took a deep breath "Okay I need to stop thinking about him. I don't need anyone finding out about what I am thinking so I need to keep my cool here. I'm here for a new start not to get with or make out with the hottest guy in the school. I don't need mister popular bad boy finding out what I am and all the bullying I went through to happen all over again. No matter how awesome his kiss was I just need to ignore him and get on with my life." I said looking into my full body mirror close to my door leaning up against the wall. I nodded to myself then smiled before walking out I grabbing my zebra print handbag and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

I looked at the time to see we still got thirty minutes before we have to go to school. So I grabbed a cinnamon pop tart for me and grabbed out a bowl down and set it on the counter for when he walks out of his bedroom. Then I grabbed my father's favorite cereal down and poured it into the bowl. Next, I grabbed the milk out after I put the box back. Then I poured the milk into the bowl just as he walked into the kitchen fixing his tie. I smiled at him before putting the cap of the milk back on. "Good morning dad. You look nice this morning," I raised an eyebrow up at him teasingly as I said the next part. "Got a hot date, I don't know about?" I said with a smirk on my lips teasingly. He chuckled "Sorry to disappoint you, but no you are still the only woman in my life, sweetheart. And I plan on keeping it that way for them for a while at least." I chuckled as I put the milk back in the refrigerator.

I turned back to him with a smirk as I said "Well that's too bad I guess I'm just stuck with you all to myself. I guess I'll have to love for two people instead of one for now, well darn that's too bad." He chuckled as I pretended to shake my head as he took a bite of his cereal. When he finished chewing his bite he replied: "You know you are quite a handful." I nodded with a smile on my face as he took another bite. "I know, but you love me." He smiled at me "Are you not going to eat?" I shook my head "Nah I'm not really hungry." I held up my pop tart "But I am taking this with me so in case I do get hungry." He nodded as I put it into my handbag taking another spoonful of his food. I then walked back upstairs and grab my school bag and shoved a T-shirt and tennis shoes inside for gym today. Before walking back downstairs and dropping it on the couch, so I can just grab it as I go.