Out Of Reach (Kacchan x Fem! Deku BNHA)

Chapter II: Not Familiar

I am still fucking angry right now, my mood has been awful for the past few weeks. I did not slightliest expect to be defeated by her in a activity, did not pexpect that I won out of a half hearted battle yet she was able to draw the full p of the one who made the fool out of me. Her performance has been amazing for the past few weeks as it pains me to admit.

Words aren't walls she said, fuck that shit.

The classroom grew silent from the moment I entered the room. They all went to their seat, as if none of them wants to be involved with me.

She stared at me, taking a step backward getting near ger seat.

"What?" It was irritating enough that she could dare to stare at me observantly, as if I am no longer a threat to her. Fuck that confidence, I've been crushing it for so long yet here it is, the tiny hope she had rose into something infuriating.

"Nothing." She look away placing her bag on her desk as I slammed mine over mine. I laugh, knowing immediatly that it was a lie.

"No seriously, Deku... What?" I glared at her as she stiffen a bit. Wanting to sit down obviously but she probably found it rude.

"Just leave it Kacchan..."

"No I won't because it's pissing me off." I uttered aloud as not wanting to leave it all.

"You do not ignore me!"

"I didn't do anything wrong!" She snapped as the class had began to tell us to quit this.

"Everything about you is wrong!"

"What did I ever do to you!?" She screaned, eyes starting to gleam with tears, confusion, hatred and longing was something I see in her eyes. I don't understand why she'd long or be confuse of something but the hatred was clear.

"You ask what?! You ask why? I just don't understand! It was just like yesterday when we were so close and in a blink of an eye you suddenly turned all rude to me! I don't understand, I don't get it! All those years I was thinking what wrong have I done to deserve this!" Something heavy rested over my chest recalling those times when we were close. How she told her parents that she was a boy, how Aunt Inko screamed when she cut her hair unevenly short and how she'd copy my clothing back when we were little.

I had to throw those all away.

I couldn't find a word to say.

"Why did you started telling me that I can't be a hero?! Why did you start making fun of me?! Why did you start attempting to crush the dream that we both once wanted to achieve together!"  I gritted my teeth, glaring at her somehow amused that she had not started crying in front of me.

"Isn't it obvious?! You can't! What kind of things would you fucking achieve by pulling smaller things toward you? I don't fucking find it useful at all! Your quirk is lame it's useless and yet you still dare to stand on this fucking league?!"

"Stop it already!"

"None of this will never stop as long as she's fucking here!"  She looks more determined now not to be affected by what I would throw at her.

"I can stand on this league eveb if you tell me I can't!"

"Yeah you could..." i laugh, stuffing my hands into my pocket taking a step backward. "And what? You'd graduate from Yuuie be a lame hero and die just like your lame old man-"

Slap

I didn't even finish the sentence when I felt a sting of pain across my cheeks.

I once again dared to stare at her, the tears now falling down from her cheeks, face all red out of anger as the hatred grew in her eyes.

Regret and guilt was a feeling I am not quite familiar of, but I am aware enough how it feels somehow.

I did not mean to utter that.

She walk pass through me, grabbing her bag as I manage to catch the scent of her perfume.

"De-Deku-chan!" Uraraka called her out chasing her out of the classroom as I received a glare from Todoroki following after her along with the looks of disaproval among my classmate.

"That was definitely bellow the belt, dude."

As if I don't know!

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"It's just an apology for all time's sake!" Kaminari groaned as they had manage to drag me back into the classroom the following day. The whole class was utterly silent yesterday after I and Deku walk out from them, of couse I waited for a couple of hours not wanting to bump unto her on the way home considering that we are neighboors.

"Fuck off." I groaned, looking away not wanting to stay any longer as they all glared at me.

"Just say sorry please! And take back what you've said!" Sero tried to help convincing me now as he was the one telling everyone earlier that this was hopeless.

"Why the fuck would I try to take back wnat I said when they're all real?!" Kaminari glared at me before sighing hopelessly scratching his bright blonde hair,

"I want to punch you right now."

"Dude it's only like two cosunants!"

"Two vowels Kirishima." Satou corrected.

"Two sylables." Mineta firmly corrected  this time as they were having ashort english lesson now. I am somehow amused that the subject changed quickly, I slowly took my bag only to catch them all staring at me as if saying 'where do you think you're going?'

"Just say sorry Bakugou, that would defintely suffice." Kaminari hopefully attempted again but I will asurely crush those hopes down.

"I don't want to." I uttered my patience growing slim.

"Let me punch you please!"

"Just apologize! How hard could it be!"

"You don't fucking get it."

"Oh, we get it! You're pride's too high!!!"

"I can't just fucking apologize after being an entire asshole almost her whole life!" I snapped not tasting my words before spitting them.

Silence...

My face burned red as they all simultaneously blink, staring at me out of disbelief. Had I just uttered that aloud?!

"Did I hear you right?" Sero ask still staring at me as I couldn't even bring myself to glare at him. That sounded like a question to himself than to me.

"Forget it!" I grab my bag, turning my back on me, quite preoccupied so me bumping unto someone should be likely expected. Before I could swear at the person who just collided with me, my lips fell into a thin line as I met a pair of emerald green eyes which quickly averted it's gaze from me.

"I---uh---umm... Hi Kacchan." She started off awkwardly. "S-sorry about that but... Umm... Aunt Mitsuki told me that she can't contact you so she told me to tell you that they won't be home tonight."

"Got it..." I uttered sounding stupid having no idea what to do, where to look or what to say. Cursed this situation.

"And I'm sorry abou the slap..." That took my attention wholly making the guilt grow heavier. I should be the one apologizing right now!

"Again... I'm sorry!" She bowed down, walking away from me with haste as I still stood there dumbfounded everything inside me screaming for failing to do something that should be my duty.

I'm so angry at myself now.