Social Media - Kellic

Chapter 10

*Vic pov*

The drive back to Cincinnati was quite and lonely. I really didn't want to come home alone, especially after meeting Kellin. I was really looking forward to having him around here, in this big lonely penthouse. I'm always here by myself and I really want to share it with someone. And that person being Kellin.

I probably shouldn't have changed my mind last minute but it's probably for the best for Kellin and I. Justin brought up a good point. We did just meet and we only had like one date, so maybe I was being stupid to try and rush things. Am I really that desperate to not be lonely.

I got back late last night, not like really late, but around six pm. It normally wouldn't have taken so long but there was a lot of traffic, and I was preoccupied with my thoughts making hard to concentrate with my driving, so I was going slower than I normally would too. But when I did get home, as tired as I was, I couldn't fall asleep, I was too consumed with the eerie quiteness and loneliness that was surrounding me all night.

So I was up all night, I couldn't watch YouTube videos then I'd be tempted to watch his and then I'll miss him even more. I may not have known him very long but he's made a bigger impact on me then I ever thought he would.

Now I have to get ready to go back to the office and try and concentrate on that too, without any sleep on top of that. But I peeled my self out of my bed to take a shower, and put my suit back on and get back in my car and drive to the office. When I arrive in my little office and I sit here behind my computer, all day.

Nick did come into my office to tell me that I did a good job with Mr Carlile, and that he was very satisfied with my add and how I publicized it. He told me that he was gaining a lot of people downloading it. So that's good. Nick offered me a raise for doing such a good job. But I had to turn it down.

I already have more money than I know what to do with. I don't need any more, it's not like buy things for anyone. I really miss him. Why did I say that?

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*Kellin pov*

I didn't leave my room once all day, it's a good thing that I filmed multiple videos so I can post them, cause there's no way I'm in any mood to film anything. I miss him. I know he's gone back home and I won't bump into him anymore and randomly see him anymore. I'm not so much mad at Justin any more, but more just mad in general and sad that he left me here. I hope he's right and I he does come back in a few days.

I just stay in here in my room, I haven't had the motivation to do anything except go to the bathroom. But there was suddenly a knock on my door.

"Go away Justin" I say.

"It's Gabe, Kellin, can I come in?" He asks.

I think about it for a couple seconds.

"Sure" I say, and I hear him open the door.

I still had my back to the door and me staring at the wall that I'm facing. I was like this all day. I feel the bed dip, and so he's sitting here.

"What do you want?" I ask emotionless.

"Justin told me you were mad at him, I just wanted to know why, and maybe I could help" he says to me.

"Alright but get Jack there's something I need to tell you both, I was ping to do this a while ago but then this happened and I, yeah" I say.

He looked confused but didn't question and he left, and he came back with Jack. They sat down and I sat up a bit. Might as well get this out of the way.

"Ok well you guys know that Justin can be the mom friend, and he was mom-ing me. Well first of all I'm gay, and the guy I went on a date with the other day asked me to go home with him since it was his last day in Columbus and I was going to go until Justin came in and talked him out of it and it changed his mind. And that's why I was really mad at him" I say to them.

"Wow ok, I sort of suspected that you were but I didn't want to say anything, but no hate dude, but seriously I'm sorry to hear that, but you and Justin are so close, and if he really does like you he'll come back to see you" Jack said.Gabe hasn't said anything yet.

But they both hugged me so I know it's all good.

~time skip~

It's now Saturday, and Vic did text me a lot this week. I was happy he wasn't mad at me or that he was still interested in me so that got me to forgive Justin. But Vic said that he can't come back for another week he got stuck with a big project that his boss assigned him and he's going to be busy for a while. I was bummed that he wasn't going to see me this weekend, but I know he has an adult job with responsibilities, so I get it. I have to film a new video for tomorrow's update. Hopefully that will get my mind of the fact that he's not going to be here.

I grab my camera and I sit it on the tripod and I think about what I'm going to talk about. How about I do a coming out vlog, I don't think my fans know, about me that way. So I turn on my camera.

"How are we today my lovely viewers, now I know I'm not really one to do serious things or talk about them, but today it's going to be one of those days that I do. So please be mindful, and no hate please, this took a lot of thought and I wanted my fans to know about me in a more serious way too. So I'm just going to come right out and say it. I'm gay, and that's all I really have to say. . ." I paused.

". . . I thought about this and I wanted my fans to finally know. Now my family has know since I was in high school, and the same with Justin, but I recently told Jack and Gabe so that's how I got the courage to film myself saying it to my viewers. Also plus there's was this guy in seeing, he knows who he is if he's seeing this, and he lives in a different city but how we met was really funny actually. . ." I pause the smile at the memory of how we met.

". . . I was actually filming a video on the streets a couple weeks ago, and I bumped into a guy wearing a suit, then my camera broke, so I had to buy a new one. But all I thought was that guy was really cute. Then we bumped into each other again not while I was filming actually, but I still had my camera with me, as I always do. That was went he told me his name and I couldn't stop thinking about him after. Then one morning I was out getting coffee with Justin and he was in the coffee shop. So I went up to him and started talking to him and we had a great time. Thin last week while filming the guys being children, I saw him again and I went over and said hi, so then I made the courageous move to ask him out. So he agreed and we did the next day. It was great and he's great. But since he has an "adult" job he has to go back home, but we do text each other, and he says that we'll meet up again, in maybe a week. So I'm happy about that" I pause again

"Well I hope I didn't bore you with my little story about how I met a guy, and I hope I didn't turn any of you away because I'm gay, but if I did then that's your choice, I'm not going to be sorry for who I am, and who I like, I have the support from my friends and family. So I think that's all for this video. So long my lovelies" I finished and shut off the camera.

Great I wanted to film to not think about him. And I end up talking about him.

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Sorry this took so long I'm focused on finishing my other story right now cause I was working on that do quite a few months now and I want to get that done. Plus this past weekend was warped tour and I was getting ready for that and then recovering from it, and I'm still sore but it's was worth it. Anyway this story is not or less coming towards the end soon so fyi, hope you all enjoyed. Stay awesome =)