Do you wonder sometimes how your day will be? Or are you just up the idea of a long hard day?
I rubbed Jason's back with my hands. Down all his small imperfections that made him perfect. I lay down my head his back, and plunged my hand into his hair. I really loved this relationship Jason and I had. We always slept naked, yet we never had s3x. We knew each other's bodies, and it wasn’t embarrassing to be naked in front of the other. It made me feel comfortable. Comfortable in that way that if we one day would go one step further and have s3x; I would be comfortable with him. Not like these boys and girls who go out and find whoever they can just to get some and get the first time over. Don’t do like them, but don’t regret it if you've done it. But to be honest, I am glad that I was still a virgin. Emma already had s3x with a guy when she was 15, or was it 14? She had known him for a while, but they had never cuddled and stuff like that. They didn’t know each other's bodies, and had never slept in the same bed before that night. Although she won’t admit it, I know she regrets it. Even though it would be a good thing, if she didn’t regret it. Who wants to go a lifetime and regret something that you can’t do over?
Jason and I went into the bathroom, where we stood and cuddled way too long, so we had to hurry out and get dressed so that I could get to school in time. Jason insisted getting breakfast before we took off, so we had to. I thought maybe we'd get some raised eyebrows when Jason came walking behind me into the kitchen, but my parents pretended like they didn’t notice and welcomed us both with a ”good morning”. But what could they do about it anyway? I was after all 17 years old. Maybe they thought we had already done it? Whatever. I don’t understand parents who don’t allow their daughters to sleep with boys? They should rely on her standards, when she slept with boys. But then, why had I been so afraid, to let my parents find out about Jason's and my relationship?
It was pleasant that we didn’t have had to hide, that we slept together in the same bed. It felt much more freely. We shouted a goodbye, and I managed to grab an apple before we ran out into Jason's car. It was a gray, rainy November weather. I hated it. November was a long cold and dreary month.
"It was a really cute gift for Emily.” I said and took a bite of the apple.
He shrugged his shoulders. ”I love to spoil my girls.”
I raised my eyebrows.” Girls?” I said and accented the s.
"You and Emily, of course.” Jason laughed and shook his head. He stopped the car in front of the school's front door and looked over at me. I watched him for a few seconds before I leaned forward and kissed him.
"I'm glad you come along with the each others so well.” I smiled, and stroked his cheek. He winked at me through his blue eye.
"Pick me up at 3 am? I need to help Geronimo with his baking.” I tittered, thinking about Geronimo and his baking skills.
He nodded with a smile, and put his hands on my cheeks, before he pressed his lips against mine.
"I love you,” I whispered against his lips before he pulled them back and licked them.
"I love you poppet.”
I stood and looked around at the tables inside the cafeteria with my tray with food. I couldn’t immediately see someone I knew –or anyone I'd like to sit with- until I heard a familiar voice.
"Christy! Over here!” Coraline shouted and waved to me. I smiled, relieved over not having to sit alone and walked over to them.
"Hey,” I said as I sat down next to Pheobe.
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Precious (Justin Bieber as Jason McCann)
Fanfiction"YOU DON'T OWN ME!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, pushing him away. He violent pinned me back against the wall, and whispered in my ear, "If I can't have you, no one can." They all think he's insane, but she knows.. He's not mad. He's in love. ...
