World So Cold

Phones Connection :I

I woke up, barley remembering anything about what happened last night. It was like I had some sort of hang over. Like I was drunk last night. But I wasnt.

Maybe it was the kiss. Maybe I still had an after shock.

I sat up in my bed, and got out my phone, and looked at it.

I unlocked the password, and put some headphones in and listened to It’s all over.

“Your bottle’s almost empty, you know this cant go on, because of you my maind is always racing, the needles breaking your skin, the scar is sinking in, and now your trip begins cuz its all over for, its all over for YOOOOOU, FOR YOOOOOU, WHEN YOUR ON THE EDGE AND FALLING OFF, ITS ALL OVER FOR YOOOOOU”

Soon enough I paused the music and got dressed, and put my phone in my comfy jacket, because it was cold, and went downstars.

I closed my eyes, and listened. I listened to how fast Neil’s hands could move on the drums, it was crazy.

It was so amazing to hear Adam’s singing voice, to feel it go through your ears and into your head.

Barry was really good at ANY guitar.

Brad was so good at the bass, it was INCREDIBLE how he kept the band in the rythm.

It was all good, I turned them all the way up, and leaned into the couch and got warm in my jacket, and just layed there in a music coma.

I didnt hear anything, I didnt see anything.

Soon enough I feel something stab into my sides, and I jerk back like crazy.

I open my eyes, and it was Adam.

“SERIOUSLY” I look at him.

“What, none of us have done it in FOREVER” All of them stand there.

“And you dont ever get to do that again.” I stick my tongue out at all of them.

“Are you sure about that..” Adam and everyone else creep up closer to me.

“YEA”

All of them tackle me and stab all of their fingers in my sides, which made me jerk REALLY badly, and if I wasnt held down, I would of been falling off the couch.

“GAHAAAAAAA” I try to lift them all off of me, to get them to stop, but all of them were so strong together it wasnt even funny.

“OKAY OKAY! OKAAAAAAAAAY” They keep doing it.

Soon enough I slipped out from under them from jerking around so bad I fell off the couch, and they all fell with me.

“Ugh.” I lay on my back, all of them on top of me.

We all laugh, and they all hug me, ON THE FLOOR. Which crushed me.

It felt so good to be with them again.

I hugged them all back.

Then Brad thought it was a good idea to stab me in the sides, during the hug.

I jerk, and they all got hit pretty hard.

“Ha.” Brad got up.

“Come on.”

“Thats funny, I still had my headphones in, and it said ‘when your on the edge and falling off, its all over for yoooou’, it was when I was falling off the couch.”

“And ITS ALL OVER FOR YOOOU” Adam jokingly sings.

“Whatever” I roll my eyes, and smile as I sat back down on the couch.

“Oh NO YOU DONT”

“What?!”

“GET UP” Neil and Adam grab both of my arms, and Brad and Barry grabbed my legs, and lifted me up.

“WHAT THE HELL?!” I laugh as they climb upstairs.

“AH” They all throw me on my bed.

“Stay doggy. Good girl. Sit.” Brad looks at me and jokes around.

“Seriously.” I stand back up, and Brad comes up to me.

“Good girl.” He pats my head, showing the hieght difference between how tall he was and how SHORT I was.

I nudge him in the side.

“BAD DOG” He yells at me, and grins through his teeth.

“SON OF A-” I was interupted by Adam picking me up and throwing me back on my bed.

“Stay girl.” Adam goes along with it.

I raise one eyebrow, and got relaxed in my bed, just to shut them up.

“GOOOD GIRL” They all leave the room, leaving me alone.

I just put my earbuds in, and listen to some more music.

After a few songs, some Breaking Benjamin, some Five Finger Deathpunch, but mostly Three Days Grace, my phone buzzes. It was a text message.

Wierd. I usually didnt get any text messages.

Dad doesnt text, he only calls. And I dont really know any one else exept for the guys, and my dad. The guys dont need to text me. They could just tell me. I wasnt that far away. LITERALLY.

It was a text from Adam.

“ADAM YOU KNOW YOU CAN JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY. IM RIGHT HERE”

“READ IT!” They all were silent.

I opened the notification.

Adam: I wanna make this work. I wanna show you that you’re perfect. That you’re worth being someone’s first choice. I wanna take you out and show you off. Kiss you anytime I want. Hold you close and wake up to you in the morning. I wanna be with you as long as life can keep us together. I havent wanted something so bad as I want you. I wont be perfect, but I promise i wanna make this work, because you;re worth it. I gained your trust YEARS ago, and I knew that you couldnt of made a promise that big, but now I have gotten used to it, and I will trust you forever. So please, let me show you again what love is.

I stare into my phone, happy tears spread all the way down my face. HE TRUSTED ME.

He wanted to show me what LOVE was again.

He wanted to give me another chance.

He WAS lost in me.

And I was lost in him.

I texted right back.

Me: Ill let you. :)

I ran downstairs, and I gave him the biggest hug ever.

He hugged back.

“Awwww” Barry Brad and Niel all looked at us.

We were all back to the way it was before. Before I left.

We were on our way to their home. OUR home.

I wasnt a guest anymore. I was thier SISTER.

And I was with all of them forever. No matter what gets in our way, we will always be friends.

They wont leave me, and I wont leave them. Never again.

They all stood and watched as we hugged forever.

Forever.