I lay in the old bed I have slept in for about a year now. I watched television, and I looked on my phone, the new phone I have to rent. I'm not allowed to download music or anything on it, and I some how was able to survive through this year. One of the worst years of my life.
I knew that Adam was much better without me. I haven't had absolutely any contact with him, no pictures, no music, nothing.
But making Adam happy made me miserable. I have no life, and I have no way to go anywhere. I barely even have enough money to get groceries.
I walk wherever I go, I don't have a car.
I call my dad.
"Hello?"
"Hi dad" I smile.
"Oh hi honey, how are you?"
"I'm fine right now."
"Need any food or place? I really don't want you to rot in some motel.."
"I'm fine dad. Thank you for asking"
"I love you hun"
"I love you too"
"I guess I better get going"
"Okay dad"
"Bye sweetie" He hangs up.
I looked up and there was a commercial for Three Days Grace concert, the last concert they have before the tour is over.
I sob at the sight of Adam, and all the guys.
There was an interview with the guys on the commercial.
I completely forgot what they all looked like, and they all look amazing.
"Hey, are you excited for the concert?"
"Yea.." Adam slouches his head, and frowns.
"Anybody you'd like a shout out to?"
Adam looks straight up into the camera.
"Yes."
"I would like to shout out to Ashley, and you know who you are."
"I need to tell you that I NEED YOU"
I look up at him.
"I NEED YOU ASHLEY" He looks into my eyes right through the screen.
"COME BACK, WE ALL NEED YOU, YOU WERE WRONG, WE ARE THE OPPOSITE OF HAPPY WITHOUT YOU"
He acts like he's talking to exactly me, no camera or anything.
"IF YOU AREN'T DEAD, PLEASE LOOK AT ME"
"Please.." A tear started falling down his face, and Barry drags him away from the camera and out of the crowd.
"WAIT!" I yell and I hop up and I touch the screen.
"Oh my GOD!" I immediately freak out.
"Who is this Ashley girl? Eh, who knows!"
"Anyways, the newest song from Three Days Grace, Gone Forever!"
I look over.
They sing the song, and I cry as I try to get over to him.
"I NEED YOU TOO" I burst out crying.
"I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU"
"I NEED YOU BACK.."
"UGH! I can't do this.." I get up and start packing my things.
I look it up on a computer in the main hall, and I found a highway that they have to pass through to get to South Carolina, their state, from las vegas, where they are now. It was the closest one, and it would be a week walk.
It was SO worth it.
I ran out, and started walking straight towards the highway, down West.
THREE DAYS GRACE HERE I COME!
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World So Cold
FanfictionAshley is a very unique girl with very tough issues in her life. Everyday she has to battle depression. And most of all the voices in her head. The voices keep trying to pull her into the good life. The good life not in this world. She was abused ev...
