We all sat down, and Neil turned on the video game console.
“Who wants to battle THE KING?!” Neil grinned at the name he chose for himself.
“I told you, alot of people are WAY better than you at this game!”
“Whatever Brad. PROVE IT” He chooses to make a deal.
“You bet I will” Brad grabbed a game controller, and pressed start.
Brad won.
Everyone laughs.
“I give up” Neil almost chucked the game controller at the tv, but Brad grabbed it.
We all watched Neil and Brad play the game, and I layed in Adam’s arms.
I smiled, and for the first time, I was so comfortable with them, I could fall asleep there, right in front of all of them.
I closed my eyes, and I opened them to my room, I was on the bed, and Adam was sitting beside me, rubbing his fingers on my hand that he held.
“Hey, your awake” He smiles.
“Yea. What time is it?”
“I dont know, maybe 11” He looks outside, the dark window showed a reflection of himself.
“But I really wanna be with you.”
I smile.
“I really wanna thank you.”
“Why?”
“You changed my life.”
“You changed mine.” He looks in my eyes, his blue eyes sparkle.
“No, seriously. You and the guys made my life completley different. You made my life happy. I thought love was just, you know, holding hands and such. But its much more. Its protection to one another, and a real affection between eachother, and happiness.”
I lean into him, and he holds his hand on my back.
“And all that holding hands and such is extra” I smile.
“You guys made my happy. I no longer feel depression. The voices are so quiet, and cant hear them anymore.”
“Im so glad” I can feel him smile, and he lifts my head to his, and he looks in my eyes.
“To be honest, you really made me happier than ever. I feel like I can only be happy around you. But now I know that youll be here forever. And I wont let that change. I wanna be with you.”
“I promise I wont leave, ever again.”
“I promise to never hurt you”
I smile.
He pulls my head in for a kiss, and we had the most passionate kiss I have ever felt.
I kiss back, and I wrap my hands around his neck, and tilt my head so I can get away from his nose.
His hands go up my back, giving me chills.
I collapse onto the bed, and he follows, and he continues.
I fall into him, giving out all of my feelings. All of them were smiles, and love.
And.
Uh.
Im just gonna leave that there.
Because I dont want to go into details. LOL.
Lets just say Ashley loses her.
Well.
You know. Virginity.
OKAY OKAY OKAY.
Im gonna leave this chapter here.
YAY FOR ASHLEY! Lol.
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World So Cold
FanfictionAshley is a very unique girl with very tough issues in her life. Everyday she has to battle depression. And most of all the voices in her head. The voices keep trying to pull her into the good life. The good life not in this world. She was abused ev...