“SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE, THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME, NO ONE WOULD EVER CHANGE THIS ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME, AND WE BELIEVE, ITS NOT THE REAL ME, SOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS AAAAAAANIIIIIMAAAAAAALLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!”
I woke up to screaming. Ugh. But it was from Adam so, WHO CARES!
I clapped, and he stopped everything.
“Oops, sorry..”
We both laughed hysterically.
I wiped the sleep out of my eyes, and looked around. Adam had the messiest hair, but it was the cutest. He was sure a morning person, I guess after coffee.
“You better get ready for today, I have a bunch of suprises for you”
I jumped to my feet and almost got dressed right in front of him. I started lifting up my shirt.
“WOA” Adam covered his eyes.
“GAH” I said. Automatically putting my shirt down.
Adam uncovered his eyes and we both laughed.
I scooted over to the side and closed myself into the closet to get dressed in there.
Adam got up and put away his guitar and grabbed jeans and a white shirt, and left the room to get dressed also.
I came out of my closet with jeans and a breaking benjamin shirt on. I opened a drawer to my bedside, and took out a choker and put that on in the mirror. I grabbed the hairbrush and put it into a low ponytail. I grabbed some leather boots and slipped them on. I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to make myself look cool. But I always thought of myself as ugly, so that didnt really help at all.
Adam came in, still his hair a mess, and grabbed the pair of boots he had on yesterday and strapped the belts to tighten them. He just combed his hair with his hands. He looked amazing. But Adam always looks good, anyway.
“How do I look?” I asked him
“You look beutiful”
“So do you”
We both laughed. He slipped on a leather jacket he had, and I put on mine, hugging it because it smelled like my dad.
I grabbed my headphones and unattached my phone from the charger, and put them in a shoulder bag. I also slipped in some chapstick, and a black sharpie, a pencil, and my sketchbook. I zipped it closed and slipped it onto my shoulder. Adam was up and ready to go.
Pulaski opened the door, already having the needle ready to stab into me. I gave him my arm and he injected the medicine into my bloodstream.
“Look who’s ready for a big day today” Pulaski said.
Pulaski unjabbed the needle and passed me the five pills, and labeled bags of pills to put into my bag to take later on throughout the day, and a drink. I drank the drink and choked down the pills, and slipped the bags into the shoulder bag.
“Now that that is done” Pulaski said, “Im gonna see you tonight?”
I nodded.
Adam got up and started walking towards the door with his guitar case. I hugged Pulaski, this was the first day ever since I was rushed into this hospital without seeing him for a really long time.
Adam shaked Pulaski’s hand again, and held the door open for me to walk to a car waiting outside of the hospital.
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World So Cold
FanfictionAshley is a very unique girl with very tough issues in her life. Everyday she has to battle depression. And most of all the voices in her head. The voices keep trying to pull her into the good life. The good life not in this world. She was abused ev...
