(Shays p.o.v)
I go to call a cab after a really long day of filming, craving sleep. "Shannon Mitchell you didnt think you were going home without saying goodbye did you?" Sasha calls out to me.
"I really wanna go homeee" my voice sounds tired i can tell, i really wish Sasha would be coming home with me to be honest.
"Aw, well, can i come?" Its like she read my mind, but why does she want to come home with me, doesnt she have Hudson to get home too?
"Shouldnt you be going home to see Hudson" she rolls her eyes at my comment, i dont think she knows she did, but i saw.
"Not just yet, lets go somewhere" i really want to go somewhere with Sasha, but honestly i am really tired.
"Sash, im tired as fuck" she smiles at what i said, which really confuses me. I wish i wasnt tired, i would love to hangout with Sasha.
"Lets watch netflix at your place then?" The thought of Sasha and I snuggling up and watching netflix gives me butterflies, its really cold too so i would love that more then anything.
"Okay, did you drive here? Because i got a cab?" She smiles, her usual big beautiful smile, a smile that will light up the whole city.
"Yeah I drove, lets go" she grabs my hand pulling me excitedly to her car, i feel warmth where her hand connects to mine.
We arrive at my place, then i remember my boyfriend would be home. "Sash?" I say, my voice cracking a bit, i really dont want my boyfriend home, but his cars here so.
"Yeah? You okay?" Sash says, innocently, everything about her is so pure and innocent. Its so cute, I dont want my boyfriend home, which upsets me, why am i feeling this way. everytime im around Sasha things get confusing, maybe agreeing to do this spinoff wasnt a smart idea.
"My boyfriends home.." her smile fades, which is soon replaced by a faker looking one, a smile that could send the whole universe into a blackout.
"So i get.. to met this guy?" She sounded monotone, her words cut through me, stinging my heart.
"Yeah.." i try and smile, mostly to try and make her smile again, but she doesnt. She stares at me blankly and puts on a fake smile again.
We walk into the house, my boyfriend comes out of the room and he gets a fright when he sees Sasha standing there. Sasha checks him out and rolls her eyes, i try to forget that i just saw her do that, why is she being so judgemental.
"Hey, im Matte, Shays boyfriend" he says putting his arm around me, i dont feel anything, no butterflies, nothing, why dont i feel anything? Sashas face drops when he does that but she puts on a fake smile, shes good at that.
"Im Sasha, i work with Shay" Matte smiles, my heart starts racing, whats he going to say? Oh god.
"Ohhh your the girl Shay gets to make out with everyday, nice one, lets all make out sometime" he starts looking Sasha up and down like shes a peice of meat, I feel angry, and Sasha looks disgusted. I scowel at him. "Im joking" he says, still doesnt make me feel any less angry at him.
"SASHAS NOT A PIECE OF MEAT YOU ASSHOLE, GOD HAVE SOME RESPECT" i didnt mean to but the words flew out of my mouth. Sasha looks at me as if to say thankyou, but she also looks confused by my outburst.
"Im sorry jeez" Matte says, not making this any better for himself, i hate him right now, hes being such a dick.
"Leave" i say, i dont know why im getting so angry over this, but i am. Sasha deserves better. Much better.
"What?" I stare at him with a blank expression "what i just said, now leave. Dont come back until i call you, which will be when Sasha is gone" sasha looks upset and i dont know why, or maybe its because of my asshole boyfriend.
Matte leaves and I wrap my arms around sasha whos now sobbing, i dont blame her. "Sasha, whats wrong?"
(Sashas p.o.v)
"Sasha, whats wrong?" I dont know whats wrong, just something is making me sad. Its not like guys havent said rude stuff to me before. I really dont want Shay breaking it off with her boyfriend because of me. I look into her beautiful eyes,
"I dont want you and your boyfriend to break up, because of me, im sorry" i feel a tear run down my cheek and Shay wipes it.
"Sasha, if hes going to be a dick to someone i care about then hes not worth my time. I will get a blanket we can watch netflix" i nod and sit on the couch.
Shay comes back with a blanket and i smile, shes so beautiful, in every way, how she walks, how shes caring. Oh god, i need to stop thinking like this.
We put on the purge movie. My mind starts thinking to how i dated Hudson because my confusing feelings towards shay, and now
Im stuck in an engagement with a guy i dont have feelings for. I feel tears start running down my face. Shay looks over at me.
"Oh god Sasha, your crying, babe whats wrong" Shay hugs me tightly, making me feel warm and safe.
"Nothings wrong" she kisses the top of my head and just stays there, holding me. I close my eyes, enjoying the moment.
"I know somethings wrong, but i understand if you dont wanna talk about it. Just know im here" i dont say anything, i close my eyes and drift off to sleep.
