(Sasha p.o.v)
I go to start the car but shay is at my door. "Open up Sasha" she begs, "please". A tear runs down her face as i start the car. I dont want to go home to hudson but i dont wanna be here either. I look at her, say im sorry and drive away. I watch her fall to the ground
(Shay p.o.v)
Ashley comes out side to see me sitting there crying, i lose it. "ASHLEY WHAT THE FUCK, EVERYTHING WAS FINE UNTIL YOU SHOWED UP" ashley stares at me confused.
"Shay... i dont know what was happening but i didnt mean to scare her away" i scowel at ashley, im just so mad, i dont mean to lash out but its Sasha, i love her... i love her?
"Please leave. Talk tomorrow" she looks at me and then leaves. I drop onto my couch and tears start rolling down my face. I grab a bottle of wine open it and start drinking.
My mind starts to go fuzzy, i pull out my phone and text sasha.
Me: sasdhfh imv soryy scaredf yon away. Missf yo
She replies straight away
Sasha: shay.. are you drunk?? Im coming over right now, im sure Hudson will understand... Shay put away the bottle
I cant think straight.
(Sashas p.o.v)
I walk to my car and open the door, hop in and close the door behind me. I cant have shay in danger.
She texts me again,
Shay: sleeeeepy ovr
God shes never like this.
Me: coming now... be careful. I love you.
Shay: you dnt yok lov Hugson
She doesnt know, i start my car and drive to her house. The beautiful mansion. I hop out of the car and knock on the door, no reply. I knock again, no reply.
"God shay, i hope your okay. Open up, please" no answer... i look around for a window or something. I see shay crying in the corner, this breaks my heart.
"SHAY PLEASE I KNOW YOUR NOT SLEEPING" i remember the key under the matt, i pull it out and unlock the door. Running to shay.
I hold her in my arms. "What have you done to yourself" she doesnt say anything except stare into my eyes, i gaze at her lips and then stop myself. She makes the move though. She tastes like alcohol.
I walk her to bed, i really want to stay but i just came to see if she was alright. "Stay" she
whispers. I nod then hop into bed with her. She wraps her arms around me and i feel at home.
The morning sun wakes both of us up, "ughhh i have the biggest headache" Shay whines. Its cute, i look around the room, all her wonderful pictures.
"thats because you got drunk" i say bluntly, she rolls over and looks at me seriously, staring into my eyes as if shes trying to figure everything thats going on in my mind.
"Are you mad" she says, her voice cracks a bit and her eyes jolt around the room. I push a loose hair strand behind her ears.
"No im not mad, i was just worried thats all" i tell her, i could never be mad at her. She looks at me for a few seconds before speaking,
"Sasha... i really want to kiss you" i am a bit surprised by shays words but i place my lips on hers and our lips move in sync. Butterflies fly free in my stomach and time seems to slow, everything is great. Until shay pulls apart.
"Hudson.." i sense a guilty tone in her voice, and tears run free down my cheek.
Shays p.o.v
I see tears running down sashas cheek and i regret what i just said. I wipe her tears away, "whats wrong" i wisper, she smiles a bit and shakes her head.
"Nothing, im fine" i can tell shes lying, she bites her lip and gets out of bed, i jump up to stop her from walking away and get a big headache.
"What is wrong" i wisper even quieter, it feels like im not saying anything at all. She looks at me, her eyes staring into mine, and i know, this is love im feeling.
"Everything, im engaged to the wrong person because 18 or 19 year old me was too afraid to tell the girl she had confusing feelings about, that she thought she had feelings for her.. and now im stuck shay, i have no idea how you -" i cut her off with my lips, she doesnt need to say anything else. We kiss for a while then i pull away.
"I do have feelings for you Sasha.." she smiles, then frowns again, which makes me frown. "What is it?" I ask, i hope she didnt just realise she doesnt have feelings for me.
"Hudson.. what am i going to do?" I frown even harder, this sucks. I was feeling this way too about her, but i couldnt let myself fall because i was and still am scared, plus her age was really young back then.
Sasha hugs me, and we stand there, hugging, and enjoying eachothers company. Sasha will have to talk to hudson, and its not going to be easy. Me and Sasha also need to work out wether or not we are going to become an item, if we are going to tell our supporters.
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A/n: thanks to everyone who has voted for this story, it means alot. I will be updating tomorrow as well, also OMG ALISON TALKING ABOUT EMILY LIKE THAT OMG. We definately need a Emison spinoff.
