Rock Me // H.S.

Chapter Fourteen

Harry.

She's a virgin? Fuck. That threw me off guard. "I..." I trailed off, not looking at her. I pulled away completely, searching for my shirt wherever I tossed it.

"I'm sorry." I muttered to the air before I exited the room. Damn, she's a virgin.

Fuck you Harry! You're lusting on the poor girl! She's too good for me. I can't take away something from her like that. Especially that.

I've told myself so many times not to get too close to her because I know that I'll only want her– the easy way or the hard way.

Fuck. I didn't know where my feet took me but I was already in my car, driving off to somewhere. I decided to drop by at Liam's house since it's the nearest house from mine. He's probably awake at this late hour. Even if he's not, I'd still wake him up.

"Liam!" I shouted.

I saw him looking through the window. "What now?!"

"Can you fucking let me in?!" I shouted again. He seemed to see that I'm pissed off.

"Yeah." He nodded.

The door opened and after a few more seconds, Liam showed up.

"What the hell happened to you?" He asks as he takes us both inside his house.

"Nothing good." I told him as we sat down on the couch. Liam is the closest friend of mine among the boys. Maybe it's because we knew each other since kindergarten. Luckily, I can tell him everything, as in everything.

"C'mon, Haz. What is it this time? Is it your wife?" He offered me a glass of whisky and I gulped it down right away. Feeling the strong alcohol burning on my throat.

"My wife isn't even at home." I snapped.

"So?" He gave an annoyed face.

I took a deep breath before I talked.

"You know Adelaide, right?"

"Adelaide?" His brows knitted together. "Oh! Yeah! I remember now. The woman that Zayn is–"

"Yeah, but she's not a woman." I cut him off. Not only because I had to correct him but also I don't like thought of Zayn and Adelaide together. Zayn won't do her any good.

"Not yet." I continued.

"Wait, wait. What exactly are you saying?"

"Fuck. We almost did it, okay? I told myself a long time ago to stop and don't dare to do anything that would involve her. But... we just made out. Like, fifteen minutes ago? I don't know. I just–"

"Bro... you're fucking her?" Liam frowned.

"Damn, no! We– uh, we kissed– or made out, and... then I threw her over the bed. And when we're almost there, she asked me stop because she's a virgin."

"Wait. You're telling me that you and Adelaide are like, flings, yeah?"

I nodded my head slowly.

"And you, two, almost fucked?"

I nodded my head one more time as I gulped on my drink again.

"Don't tell me you're just horny and you're taking it out on her? On Adelaide? Fuck, man. You're insane!"

I know Liam. I know. But I'm half-assed sure that I'm not drunk, or horny when I started kissing her.

"But she's a virgin, so you stopped and stormed your way here?" He finishes. Liam suddenly laughed. Hard.