"Are you ok?! Can you hear me?" I hear his voice, but i didn't respond. Instead I topple over and puke out water, puke out my worries. And I just lay there, listening to the waves. I know he's staring at me, I can feel it, but i ignore him. And before I know it, i can hear sirens in the distance. I know they're coming for me, but i dont move, and neither does he. I slowly sit up, and wait. Wait for the ambulance. Wait for my mother to tell me I'm a disappointment. Wait for my father to suddenly appear after 16 years of being gone. I wait for somebody to actually care. And thats when he looks at me. And i can't stop myself...from looking at him.