I Found You (Ross Lynch)

(52) Shor's Special Birthday

CHAPTER 52; What is going to happen on Shor's 5th birthday when his mom and dad are fighting?

ROSS' POV.

Maybe I kissed some girl at Kalee's party the other day. Maybe it could've went further. But I'd hardly doubt I had that, with whoever. I would never. But I don't know, I was drunk. There was like 15 people at the party, many drinks, I can't remember anything. I honestly wish I could go back, but I can't. Obviously drinks, I can't do nothing but apologize, she'll never accept it though.

I had a knock on my door. "Daddy! Open up!" Shor shouted "Sorry bubs I can't," I yelled into my pillow. "But, I can't find Mommy! Or Vivi!" He cried as I opened up my door.

"I know baby, I know," I held him in a tight hug. Almost crying.

I smiled and pecked his cheek. "Let's go to Lee Lee's alright?" I asked knowing exactly where Vivi and Nat were. "Cousin Lynn?" he stroked my head. Shor nodded, "Yep,"

I drove to Lynn's house, seeing no car, nothing there. Then I read the sign.

'Ross, yes you found her. But you need to think about what you did wrong, to make her leave.' ~ Lynn

I read it. In the back of my head I was crying but I wasn't. My eyes watered, then a lump started to form in my throat, I wanted to fall and cry, I couldn't brake down. Not infront of Shor. Over the dumb shit I did? I didn't mean to, I was drunk. I can't do nothing anymore.

I gulped down the lump down my throat and started to walk towards our car.

"Daddy?" he asked "Well, where's Lynn?" Shor looked up at me.

I admired his big blue eyes, that ONLY sparkled durning the day when the bright sun was out. I admired his bright blond hair, that looked like a big ball of fire. I admired his personality, just like mines. He acted just like me did, whatever I did. He was my little man, he looks just like me. But I don't want him to make the same mistake I did, as if cheating.

I didn't want him to think it's okay to do that.

Really it's not. That's why I have to teach him the ways, not to be exactly like me. He stared up at me. I had spaced out, I felt bummed. "Lynn is with mom," I huffed and put the car in reverse to get out their driveway. A tear rolled down my cheek. I tryed to wipe it away but the more I'd try, the more it would get worst. Id just want to break down.

I regret kissing that girl, no I didn't know her.

The picture was nicely edited. It had good frames, and it was in color. But I zoomed in. And it looked edited bad. I mean good but it looked like they cropped my picture of me and Natalie. And stuck my face onto the other persons. There was only one way to find out. I had called Kalee.

"Kalee! Did I kiss some girl at your party the other day?" I asked "No! It was a gathering! Not even a party," she explained. "Me and Natalie are fighting because of this picture of me and some girl kissing, but I swore I never kissed someone, can you talk to her for me?" I asked. "Sure hun." she laughed and hung up.

I heard a knock on my house door.

I looked out the shade and saw her. I saw Natalie, I opened the door. "You never thought I would've returned?" she asked slowly and quietly walking in.

"I sure did," I grabbed her and kissed her. "Did I ever accept your apology?" she looked over at me.

"Please baby! I need you! Nothing is the same without you and Vivi! It's all weird waking up in a empty bed. It's weird how i can't hug or kiss you, and it's stupid that, the photo was cropped to make it look like I was kissing someone else," I answered "Your putting to much pressure on me, I'm only 20 years old, I didn't think you'd do this to me Ross, you hurt me." she began to cry.