(65) Forgiveness?

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"Ross, what do you want?" I spoke trying to hide my attitude

He just stared onto the floor. "I came to get you back, I've been thinking about what you said, and I know it's only been a couple of days but, I love you, and I was forced, she made me do that, or else she would've killed you and the children, and I didn't want that, don't believe me? Here," he said handing me his phone as I read message by message until I stopped at one and it read

(L)- If you don't, I will kill your so called family with that bitch Natalie

(R)- Alright okay, fine, Just don't touch my family.

Then I read the very last message.

(L)- Hey Baby, wanna meet up?

(R)- Laura! Can you leave me alone? I have other worries and your defiantly not one of them, I'm married I have two children, I don't want you anywhere around me anymore, I can't believe you escaped jail, for what, to ruin my family? I lost the girl I loved because I was forced to have sex with you, I don't love you, I love Natalie, Why did you put my arms around your waist and I let you as my wife was standing there? I don't know because I didn't want her to die, Seriously, I'm done with you, fuck off.

(R)- Go ruin some else's life besides mines. Because I'm capable of many more things than you.

(L)- Okay

I was balling. All she had to say was okay? Something was up. I handed Ross his phone.

"Are you still mad?" he asked curiously.

I didn't want to reply.

"Why did you look like you were enjoying everything with her?" I said calmly, taking in breaths as I tried not to cry even more than I was, I thought I was going crazy for a second and things got even more complicated.

He looked up in complete fear, his eyes went to hazel, down to a dark shade of black. For a second I was scared, he clenched his fists. "I DON'T LOVE HER, I LOVE YOU OKAY? HOW MANY TIMES DID I HAVE TO SAY THAT? YOUR MORE IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE! YOU GAVE ME CHILDREN! You're the only one I've ever made 'love' to, and actually really mean it." he said and made his way towards the door. "I guess it's goodbye,"

The kid didn't want me to die, or his children. He did it for us. I gave Maeh a confident look in myself. She nodded as I ran after him.

He turned around as I jumped into his arms and kissed him.

"So you're not mad anymore?" he broke apart. I nodded, as a acceptation of not being mad. "You did it for these three, and me, all you wanted is us to be okay, I'm hoping you were being honest though." I said and jumped off

"Why would I lie? Do you think I want to even see her face?" He giggled and kissed my cheek.

I laughed "Maybe, I hope not."

"But um I gotta get the kids, would you like to come?" I asked walking out of the hospital hand in hand. "Yeah, sure, I wanna see my kiddos, but I gotta take my car," he frowned. "Thats fine, just know my trust level for you is very low right now, don't let me down." I said and unlocked my car.

He glared and drove to my moms house.

Once we got there, all the kids were outside, playing in the pool. Mostly the boys, the girls were playing in the sand.

"Daaddddy!" Shor and Vivi pronounced. But it was awkward for Viviana though, because she only knew "food and toy" which is a shame but whatever.

"Hi handsome," Ross leaned over the kiddy pool and kissed him, as he sat down with the girls in the pit. "Auntie Natalie!" Isabella said happily. "Isabella!" I smiled and kissed her.

"Hi mommy," Shor smiled trying to swim.

"Hi prince." I laughed and made my way over to the pit where Vivi was. "Hi princess," I said in a baby voice. Ross looked mad that I took her from him. "But babe! I had her first," Ross whines.

"Would you like some cheese with that whine?" I said pecking him on the lips. "Mhm." he laughed

"Hi mom!" I smiled and went up to my mom giving her a huge hug and a huge kiss. "Hey Natalie!" she exclaimed and hugged me back. "Thank you for watching the kids! I will take Isabella, Ross is going to take Shor and Viviana, is that alright?"

She nodded.

I took Isabella for a nice ride to the hospital to see her mommy.

"Mommy, where's my brother and sister?" she smiled kissing her hand, and giving Maeh's boyfriend a huge hug. "Right there," Maeh pointed.

I walked Isabella over to the sleeping babies, as they smiled in their sleep. She softly touched their hand and quietly talked. "They are so cute." she giggled.

"Yes, be very gentle with them though, Which one do you want to hold?" I asked "The blue one!" she happily said sitting down positioning her arms to hold the baby. I put the baby into her arms and watched her until she didn't want to hold him anymore.

"Mommy, what's their names?" Isabella asked.

"Marie Gizelle Lopes

Matthew Anthony Lopes," Maeh said smiling at the joy Isabel was in to, no longer being the only child.

I smiled "Well. Isabel, do you want to go back to grandma's house or come to mines?" I asked walking around. "Yours Auntie!" she giggled and put her arms up for me to pick her up. I carefully picked her up. "Okay say bye,"

"Bye!" she smiled.

I put her in her car seat and got into the car, I drove to my house to see a few of Ross' friends in the living room. All of the boys in the living room had boys, like as in children. "Hey babe," Ross smirk and winked at me.

"Hey?" you laughed. "Isabel go play video games upstairs with the boys," I said sitting down on the couch.

"Hey Natalie," the boys greeted.

I waved and sat on Ross' lap. "You guys need to stop the love bird shit, it's getting old." Mikey laughed. "Aye, I can't help it." Ross laughs and pushes over for me to sit.

"I heard about that animal growing inside of you?" Sian said. "Oh yes, I really didn't want another so soon. But Ross can't keep it in his pants." I said making everyone laugh except for Ross. "Do any of you plan on having another one?"

Sian, Mikey, Francis, Jordyn, looked and me, and the only person that said yes was Sian. Because he wants about four.

I can't judge though. I have three, not so happy about this though.

The whole time they boys were here, we played games, watched movies and I cuddled Ross until Sian, Mikey, Francis, and Jordyn passed out, once they left, I finally put the three demons to sleep and fell asleep in Ross' arms.

I couldn't feel anymore safe.

And I don't remember the last time this happened.

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