I Found You (Ross Lynch)

(63) Fire To The Rain

I had a terrible night, I had to share a room with my child, (Daughter) because their wasn't enough bedrooms. Thank The Lord the bed was big enough or else my baby would have a cracked skull.

My phone had

67 missed calls
101 missed texts
5 voice mails
16 twitter messages

All from Ross, and like I said, I'll probably never be able to trust him again. He only realized everything he had is now gone and he doesn't have it anymore. He wants us back, he didn't mean to have sex with her.

Guilty.

I bet you if I seen his messages, he's still sexting her.

I don't understand why he would do this. I wish I could've told him about the baby earlier, like before he had sex with Laura, but I didn't, which it is my fault. I knew he wasn't going to be the one, but I fell for it anyways. Which I'm pissed at myself for believing that he'd actually love me.

I took out a razor from Maeh's bathroom and started cutting.

"Natalie? Are you okay?" Maeh knocked barging in. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" she cried.

"STOP!" she yelled out again. I finally managed to stop. "I can't do it anymore, I'm creating another life, I can't raise three on my own!" I shouted running into her arms. "If you deal with two, than you can deal with three. Just stop cutting okay? He's not worth it,"

"What's that pile of water?" I asked jumping over it. "Oh yeah, about that, my water just broke," she smile playfully, I'm glare faded away. "Why weren't you gonna tell me this?" I asked helping her get over that pile without her stepping on it. "I was, but then you started cutting," she said

I jumped, I got scared, I called Maeh's boyfriend over. (idk his name I forgot 😂)

"Alright I'll see you there," I nodded getting into my car bring the children over my mom's house. "Thank you so much mom, I'll be back tomorrow to pick them up, any troubles call me okay?" I asked giving her a hug and a kiss.

But I ran into someone on the way out. Someone I would've hated to see.

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Cliffy. I haven't updated because my grandfather died a couple of days ago so I had to stress on other things, and when I do update, it's short and it sucks, so yeah..

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