clouded ✧ markson [ completed ]

seven.

{seven.}

Mark was devastated, extremely terrified and hated himself for what he did to Jackson. He wanted to just kill himself, but that would be a final hit to Jackson's normal state.

He wanted to go back to normal, that cute, fluffy days with Jackson, but it was too late. Because he scarred Jackson with that photograph more then he anticipated.

Jackson stopped eating . . .
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Sure, he saw Jackson eating vegetables and fruit (small amount, but still) but he completely cut down dairy products, meat and sugar, which scared Mark.

It's all your fault Mark cried that week more then his entire life, including his toddler state.

He was scared that Jackson would brake. He was now like a porcelain doll. Mark knew why Jackson was like this, but he just couldn't muster enough courage to tell Jackson that Yun was so skinny because he suffered from anorexia in the past and still wasn't fully recovered.
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Add Yun
to your contacts?
Yes No

Me
Hey Yun

Yun
Mark?

What is it? Is
everything okay?

Me
No not really
So uh... Let's start

I got a boyfriend

Yun
Really? I'm glad
because I also have a
crush on someone
and I thought maybe I
moved on a little too fast

Me
No no! I told you
to move on didn't I?
Okay let's continue.

I told him a not about you
and he isn't a jealous type
in fact he complimented you
a lot when he saw your
photograph, but

Yun
But?

Me
When he saw your picture
he thought that you we're naturally
that skinny and he scares me now
because he stopped eating
dairy, meat and any kind of sweets

Yun
What?! Mark you
have to fix that immediately!

Anorexia is not a joke! If
it starts it's almost impossible
to stop it without serious measures!

Mark please! Please please!
Help him! Tell him that you
love him just the way he is

I fell into anorexia from my
boyfriend before you, just
because he joked around about my chubbiness, he was helping me
but then we got in an accident

Now please, go to him riggt
away and don't be afraid of what
kind of response you'll receive!

*right

Force feed him if necessary!

Mark felt encouraged and instantly, he grabbed his jacket, running out of the house to Jackson's.

He felt energy rush into his body when he felt two drops of rain on his face.
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"Mark?! Oh my God! It's raining cats and dogs outside! What were you thinking?!" Jackson hurried Mark in quickly taking off his jacket.

"...where are your parents?"

"My dad's on a business trip and my mom's at the house we have in mountains- stop trying to distract me! What were you thinking?! You could get sick! Catch fever even! It's May! Not July!"
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Mark enjoyed the warm bubble bath Jackson prepared for him right away and smiled at his boyfriend's adorableness.

Just then, Jackson stepped in the bathroom with a towel and clothes in his hands. "When I last was at your house, I accidentally brought back your hoodie, so you got lucky this time"

Mark smiled as Jackson put down soft fabrics on the counter and brought out a thermometer just in case.

"Hey Jackson"

"Hm?"

"I love you" Mark said as he showed his cute smile, making Jackson grin "I love you too Markie"
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"Why were you out anyway? All day, it was obvious that it'd rain" Jackson said while drying Mark's hair with a towel (he thought Mark needed rest, so why not)

"I wanted to talk to you about something" he said while grabbing Jackson's hands and turning around, making Jackson feel small.

"A-about what?" He stuttered, because he got an idea of what he might be wanting to talk about.

"Jackson, your rip cage became visible, I am worried" Jackson was about to speak but Mark cut him off "can you please eat normally, for me?... Yun was extremely skinny, because he suffered from anorexia"

Jackson's eyes widened and he halted. "When I messaged him earlier, he pleaded to save you, would you grant probably his only wish for you?"
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"Wow American food is so different from Korean and Chinese haha" Jackson laughed a little while nibbling at the steak and some vegetables with mashed potatoes which Mark made.

Mark was smiling and pecking Jackson time to time, praising him. "I love you the way you are Jackson. a.k.a perfection"
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And finally Jackson and Mark slept in each others arms, secure, after a long, painful drama.
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[to be continued…]
Kim-Kim ♡